Three hour live so I'll reduce it down as much as I can
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Started by saying she had been crying watching a tiktoc about a little girl that died and her parents donated her organs. She has a mole on her back, needs to get it seen as panicking it's cancer and she's always had a fear of getting it and not being here for Lowen. She might get a price from a private clinic near her to get seen.
No one will raise lowen like her, she's the best mum in the world, she's amazing, she gives him everything, her whole existence is for him, she doesn't know any other mother who puts their child first like she does.
Taking him and her mum away next weekend Longleat too expensive as £40 adults and £30 kids. She's taking her mum as she's getting older, nearly 60 and she doesn't want to regret not spending time with her..... And of course it's extra help with her spoilt stroppy brat.
Going to Paignton on Saturday, going to the zoo, stay in a hotel, then Crealy on Sunday which is a kind of theme park with rides etc, stay in hotel again then home on Monday via Pennywell farm. So a farm a zoo and a hotel just like last weekend. She needs a break, she's desperate to have a break from responsibility, Piotr will sort all the animals.
She bought a high sleeper bed for Lowen on marketplace but it's too tall for the crudavan so the legs had to be cut down.
She did have a mid sleeper that she got rid of as he never used it but he wants to be able to stand under the bed and it will give more room for him to play on the floor.
There's lice going around Lowens school, he didn't have them but treated just in case, he did say his bum was itching and there's also worms going around so she treated them both for worms. Spoke for ages about worms, reading the treatment leaflet, said she has a belly so maybe she has worms after all, she's always got thrush, uses cream every week but maybe it's not thrush after all but worms. She goes on and on reading the symptoms etc, loses loads of watchers because they clearly think it's too much information.
Says her botox worked but looking back on pictures she thinks she's always had hooded eyelids so maybe it wasn't due to age so that's why the eyelift didn't work. She only has botox two or three times a year, it's her treat to herself. Says she also read somewhere that your ears and nose never stop growing but thinks that her nose has always been big as well. Hi Jo!!!
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That was me who said that your ears and nose get bigger as you age, your welcome!
She watched Barbie because Charlotte Trash has watched it six times and said it was brilliant but she thought it was
tit and now thinks her and Trash aren't on the same wavelength after all.
Then spent ages trying to get people to do a psychological thing where you write certain words down, it drags on for ages but doesn't work for a fair few of them because she didn't explain it clearly enough.
Goes back to thrush, says her trolls sent her femfresh and fanny spray once which was great, she always gets thrush with every new partner. She did have a sex drive until she got pregnant and then Adrian made her feel bad for not wanting it then, made her feel so
tit she's been put off for life. Says she has no sex drive, not bothered if never has sex again, doesn't own any toys, never masturbates, sex is a chore. Definitely TMI, number of watchers drops more!
The haters slate her child, says he can't talk properly, still has a dummy, she hasn't read 'there' for ages but she's sure they still say stuff.
He had his first parents evening and she has noticed a few things about Lowen but he is one of the youngest in the class but the school also said he dribbles a lot (we said that here) he puts his fingers in his mouth a lot (said here) she says he's very sensory, if he's upset he puts his hands in his mouth, she let's him have a dummy because she'd rather he put a clean dummy in his mouth than dirty fingers.
She's always played to his strengths and not focused on the weaknesses. Her nephews all have issues and her sister had asked her if she had noticed things with Lowen.
The school suggested getting chewellery which are different shapes on a safety cord around their neck that they can put in their mouths instead of fingers or hands so she rushed to buy him loads the second she got home because she is such an attentive mumma who will do anything to help him.
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They said Lowen gets upset if he leaves a toy and another child goes to play with it but she explained to them that it's not because he's not able to share or because he's an only child it's because in his head he has just put it to one side but hasn't finished playing with it. She's noticed he is very repetitive as well. Says if you ask him to do something he needs time to process the question so if you keep on at him he ignores you because he's still trying to process the first time you ask. (we have said on here how he ignores her a lot when she speaks to him) Says she used to see it all the time when she worked with autistic people (yet has only ever said she was a carer, never mentioned working with autistic people before) she's very on top of things, always asking the teachers about him after all the other parents have gone, wanting to check when eaten, if he'd been to the toilet etc she's noticed when she takes him in the morning he's always the last to go in and in pictures he's not always interacting with the other kids (again we have said this on here yet she always says he plays with other kids really well)
She says she has explained all these things to the school and asked them to look out for them, they have been brilliant, they will support him, she's explained everything so that they can understand him because he's her child and to her he's perfect and normal and she doesn't want him branded (apart from when it means trying to claim money for him eh Jo?)
Says she has been teaching him numbers and the alphabet and the school are teaching them how to teach the kids (can the school teach you to pronounce CHILDREN properly Jo and the difference between BOUGHT and BROUGHT ???) she doesn't just want him to be outside all the time and not learn other stuff (just like we said on here)
So she says all the arseholes who have taken the piss out of him can
duck off, it's nasty because you don't know what else is going on.
Actually Jo we weren't nasty, everything you mentioned tonight we have been saying for months out of concern for Lowen. We said he would struggle at school because of your failure to bring him up properly and now all of a sudden you've started saying he's got sensory issues etc and claiming you have been seeing them yourself. You know we are right and that you have let him down because you are a
tit mum but you repeat everything we say as if it's something you have realised or noticed yourself so that you can play the 'I'm such an amazing mumma' card and have your minions falling over themselves to tell you that you are the best mum ever.
Funny how absolutely everything we say on here is repeated, she thinks by leaving it a couple of weeks we won't realise!
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She says the school are amazing but there was no mention of any kind of referral etc. I wouldn't be surprised if she is lying and making out that she told the school she had noticed all these things when actually she said nothing and they were the ones to bring it up with her. She will have hated being told her child wasn't the highly intelligent advanced child she thinks he is so is trying to save face by making out she was already aware.... Which in a way she was because she read it on here it's just that she chose to ignore it until now.
I hope if Lowen genuinely has issues with autism or something that he gets the support he needs now he's in the school system, hopefully they won't fail him like his own mother has because of her own lack of ability to take advice or criticism.
She chats
tit about loads of other stuff, some of which I tuned out of, something about selling her car and the sex pests old car to some Romanians.
She also slagged off the girl who stayed with her at Xmas again, gave her full name, said she owed her money, she was a
bleep and a knob, was really nasty about her, said she stayed in Lowens room and at the time he had a middle sleeper bed in there but never used it, Jo cut the legs off so she could sleep in it as it wasn't designed for an adults weight and that meant she lost money because she couldn't sell it for what it was worth.
Also slagged off Natikka again said she also owed her money, said she needs to stop jumping to help people, needs to be more cautious because people just take advantage. They both made her feel
tit for asking for her own money back, they are both cunts.
And that was the main stuff, loads of waffling, piotr came home so she got distracted by him, usual amount of telling stories and repeating stuff.