Live out in the stables, bringing Hugo and Trixie in for the night, Hugo sore as had shoes off, gives him bute, says he's still sore on his back and has lost lots of muscle, needs to ask the vet if she can build his muscle up without having to give him the nerve block injections as she won't be riding him.
Says she can't afford to feed two horses in the stable hence why Trixie is in as she needs less hay and bedding. Trixie looks really sad, doesn't like being in probably because she always shared with Ginny.
Bella kicks out at JB who slips and nearly falls over, Jo says he's got a lot weaker but she won't pay for meds as they just mask the issue and won't cure him but she won't let him suffer, if she gets five more years with him then he will be doing well. No point paying for flexion tests as he's 100% lame, he's fucked, says she knows the next time she calls the vet for him it will be to say goodbye, she's not throwing money at him because he can't be fixed.
Says she didn't want to sell Hugo but he was her most valuable horse and she could have got £12,000 for him hence putting him on sales livery but they fucked up and put too small a bridle on him, that money would have been her and Lowens future.
Gives Hugo food with bute in but he won't eat it so calls him a dick, moans about wasting it and it's expensive, puts it in a syringe but can't mix it properly with the water, can see puffs of powder coming out as not mixed, gives it him anyway and says she will leave the food as well as it won't hurt him to have more, only got one sachet left, lyn will give her more if she decides to give it to him but she just wanted to take the edge off.
Says next big expense is new rugs for winter, says its never ending, she feels like she's not caught up all year, having to buy hay she's not been able to save she's had so many vet bills.
But on a positive note she didn't have to spend £750 on a saddle or £85 on shoes for Hugo.
Ginny is really happy but she doesn't keep checking on her as it's too hard because she loves her. She tried so hard with her but she tried to kill him twice and lowen did nothing to make her hate him..
Moans that they have pissed on the hay calling them names, says such a waste.
Needs to wash and sell Sevens rugs as he's too big for them now so that money will go towards new ones.
Her friend might come to wring the cockrells neck if she asks, he shoots and knows how to wring it's neck fast so it doesn't suffer, she's given it the best chance and done everything she can for him, she doesn't want to pay the vet to wring it's neck, she doesn't think it's in pain but it's not happy and doesn't have a good quality of life.
And that's it mostly, lots of long drawn out stories, lots of lies and lots of moaning about having no money so no different to any other week really!
Says she plans to ride afyer taking lowen to school tomorrow. She said on the live on the main page earlier she was late on his first full day on Friday, fell asleep and woke at nine, fed him breakfast in the car and got him there at half nine.