Live, Lowen was napping, had been since half four and it was half seven.
Hates her hair, prefers being blonde, kept saying its awful just awful. Says she's not loving her face either, the hair colour makes her look older. Watching love island she thinks she's in her 20's but she has to accept she's getting old.
Then she goes on a full rant about the comments on the main page video about Hugo, she thought she'd explained it clearly but obviously not, says people asking about lunging, a different saddle, doing rehab etc she's almost shouting, rolling her eyes, lots of big sighs, running her hands through her hair and over her face repeating over and over how it's having someone on his back that causes pain so using a different saddle won't help.
She's really getting shitty, almost snaps at a supporter asking a question but catches herself at the last second, says maybe she needs to do another video explaining again that Hugo is fucked.
Starts shouting about her signal as well getting stressed, says everyone would be better watching on replay instead of live because it doesn't cut out on replay (and earns you more money eh Jo?)
Says people put their horses through surgery and rehab etc because they are selfish and because they want their horse to do a job for them and they want to ride them.
She is being really rude and patronising saying that she isn't selfish, she won't put Hugo through injections etc just so her and Brooke can ride. Her horses are her babies, she doesn't have horses to be a tool for a job.
Nathan only loved JB while he could ride him, he didn't care once he broke down, just brushed him aside like rubbish like lots of people do when their horse can no longer be ridden.
If Hugo had been in someone else's hands they may not have xrayed him and might have passed him on not being honest about him..... So just like you then Jo?!
She sent Hugo to a sales livery with a friend.... well ex friend!
She's angry it's someone else's fault, they didn't give a shit when it happened and wouldn't give a shit now, she can't prove what happened so no point trying to sue.
Anyone would think she's been reading Tattle!
Brooke family have decided to buy her a horse so Jo has been pushing and encouraging them as it's the best thing ever, she's given loads of advice, had offered to find some for Brooke to look at and will go with her to see them, she thinks Brooke is so excited she will like everything she sees but Jo wants her to know however it feels to bond with the right horse so she will be there to guide her.
She might take Jack to another show at the end of the month.
She'd like to show Trixie if she lost weight, her friend led Trixie across the field yesterday and she was good for her first time, then Jo says again about her herd dynamics, she's the alpha, she can do whatever she wants with them, they aren't wild but they aren't show ready.
Says she hadn't charged Brooke to ride Hugo but asked her to pay for the farrier because it's a lot of money for her to pay out when she wasn't riding him. So when she said she will save £85 on shoes now, it wasn't her paying anyway!
Lowen keeps saying fucking hell although he doesn't pronounce the f properly. He's turned into a whining little shit since he turned four, he takes the piss out of her with the constant whining, she's going to have to have a few days of really tough love because she says no a few times but then gives in and he knows this so now he has to learn but it will have to be a day she's mentally strong enough to endure it because it will be horrible for her but he has to learn he can't have his own way.
Hes not had his dummy except at bedtime but he whines for it, puts a baby voice on, fake cries and doesn't pronounce his words properly to get her to give it to him.... No Jo that's what he does all the time!
Her mum put him on the naughty step which she wasn't happy with cos she doesn't want other people to discipline him but realises he has to learn, she doesn't want people thinking her kid is awful, says has she created a monster!
He was perfect at two and she was smug thinking she had the best child and she was the best parent but since he turned four he's become a prick.
She wants him to be a child and to have freedom to do what he wants, he kicks his wellies off and skids on his knees down the aisle in Tesco and she's happy for him to go wild and do what he likes.
She gets really hyper telling stories about how they play together and use their imagination to play like she's the only parent in the world who plays with their kid. She's really animated, doing voices, waving her arms etc the complete opposite to her ranting at the start of the live.
Lowen still asleep at nine, not eaten and still in his swim suit, goes on for ages about wether she should wake him up or let him sleep, last night he didn't go to sleep until after ten. Says if he wakes he can have a chocolate spread sandwich or a chocolate milkshake and she can take him for a walk with the dogs and then he might sleep again.
Eventually says bye and ends live.
So funny how she brings up everything we mention on here, she's clearly panicking about lowen going to school because she knows she's fucked up with him but has to put it to her minions so they can reassure her she's an amazing mum even though she knows deep down that what we say here is right..... Not that she reads here obviously!