I’ve not even watched the vlog, but just from reading the comments on here - I do find it unusual that she even wants a horse. She has a little girl, why doesn’t she pour all of her energy into her? I understand feeling a bit depleted by mum life and whatnot, but I do find it very telling that she must be feeling quite unhappy if she’s thinking of getting something like a horse. It’s like she needs a distraction for something, like she’s trying to fill a void or emptiness.
I wonder if the void she's trying to fill is partly her missing Hertfordshire, her mates, her old life? When I was 25 I moved away from my home town, and, despite loving the city I'd moved to (which was only 25 miles away), I was really homesick, for YEARS. I live 30 minutes from Manchester and regularly go to the Trafford Centre, and into the city centre, for dinner, to bars, etc, BUT, Manchester can be hard to 'fit in', JMO. And, I'm a Northerner! Don't see MM being the 'type' to gel with the Mancunians really. I know she has a different life to the average girl, & that it may be she only socialises with fellow celebs, but that's not the same as bonding with a few of the locals!