One thing is very clear with her: she’s obsessed with her image and is also profoundly insecure. It’s so obvious is almost painful to watch.
I distinctly remember some postpartum video of hers where she excitedly gloated “OH, and I didn’t get ANY stretch marks lads, isn’t that amazing?! I’m so pleased”. Yeah, because god forbid you got stretch marks - that would be a disaster, you can’t exercise those away!… it’s so clear that she obsessively thinks about these things, the idea that she’s somehow reached some acceptance nirvana is laughable. Just admit it Melanie, I’d find you more sympathetic if you did.