Same here. Watched her videos for years, even days ago watched old ones from 2016 when she was normal und more humble (or acted better) to get rid of my anger. I bought so much she recommended and even saved money to be able to buy her boxes... I was so sad when I realized that she doesn't use some of the products and just put them into the box so that the price goes up (Tata harper moisturizer for example). I tried soooo hard to accept some things but now I feel that she manipulated me for years. She seemed so kind and down to earth, had so much respect for things in the old house but then suddenly .... different person, luxe everywhere, everything gifted, even food sent to her...food! She really should have come up with a product that suits her new image (sustainable, homeware, linen, garden stuff and so on..)...not something that reminds me of her being a dancer in ibiza (no hate, she did it because she needed money) but for 50 quid,
crappy quality. I still like her style but I don't want to be treated like this. Yesterday I deleted all the people I follow on instagram that promote stuff daily. I can't deal with this anymore. I don't have to support them and help them get stuff for free so that I have to pay more in the end because the company needs money to send out free stuff to influenzas.... Stop manipulating, stop lying, stop doing everything for money. I should study now and focus on my life but all I think about is instagram, YouTube and the life of so called gurus. Instead of cleaning my house, doing my chores I watch them doing there's. What a moron was I. Now it's all about me and my life because Lydia surely won't pay my rent later when I don't get a proper job.
Over and out. (still keeping track on tattle though.)