Long time lurker, first time commenter. Why oh why do I do it to myself? Try and watch Lydiot, I mean? She infuriates me nowadays. Not only her but the sycophants in the comment section also make me want to vom. Please, please tell me that one of you is the prolific genius that is Ali Kovacs? Because otherwise he/she is a future stalker or just needs to get back on the meds. The rest of them have to be 14yr girls from Ohio who mistake her accent for class and expensive clothes for style. I mean in 2020 who the duck (can I say duck on here?) needs a tutorial on prepping for and applying fake tan, surely everyone knows by now. Anyway, I know I am preaching to the choir here but I just wanted to be with like minded people and people who are witty and intelligent and not bamboozled by these airheads. The funny thing is, like a lot of other people I did start off liking her and enjoying her vlogs and not noticing how insanely annoying she is ( I know you guys have a soft spot for Ali but I've never been keen which is odd because I have a lot of gay friends in real life). So, just for a bit of background, a couple of years ago my friend and I decided to see how long we could go without any internet in our lives at all. Meaning no social media, no nothing! ( ok it started as a drunken bet just between us two but then people in work found out and we decided to do it for charity and because of the possibility of really being able to donate Ā£'s and Ā£'s I amazed myself by lasting six and a half months. I accomplished loads but I was sad and lonely!) This started just before the Milletts Gargoyles got married and to be shamefully honest, one of the first things I did on my first day back online was to check out her channel. "Who the fook (can I say fook?) is that is that?!? I asked myself. How the fook have they moved from a very nice new build that any young couple would be proud to rent let alone buy, to a huge zero atmosphere monstrosity? From there on in it's been a fast decline into ads, sales, lies, ego, affiliate Lynx, weird copying of other YouTubers, horrible decor decisions, brand abandonment, the sickening sleep out followed by the heartbreaking tale of being homeless at Nan's while saving for a bloody deposit, the reason why she only has white friends, more lies, compulsive hair and face bothering, unnecessary treatments, procedures and dental work and complete detachment from the way most people live. If you read all this, thank you. I know you already know all of this and have said it and discussed it while it was actually happening and that I am not saying anything new, but I have read and enjoyed your threads for months and months; only now I have finally written my first post just to get it off my chest. X