Maybe it’s they are describing it different? Blotchy red is different to purple and white I think the dr and todays nurse said?People questioning the occurrence of the rash on child A and why it wasn’t noted down by the doctor, or why the nurse only is now mentioning it and not in her previous statement etc etc. A poster shared this in the last thread - sorry can’t remember who it was (I think it got missed among all the debating, but feel it’s a really valid point)
Police interviews (child a)
When interviewed by police regarding the circumstances over Child A's death, Letby said she had given fluids to Child A at the time of the change of shifts. She said within "maybe" five minutes, Child A developed 'almost a rash appearance, like a blotchy red marks on the skin'. She said she had wondered whether the bag of fluid "was not what we thought it was".
I agree with the poster, why are the defence questioning the validity of the rash and using it as part of their defence, when letby her self acknowledge it in her interview for baby A ? I think we can all assume the rash was present!
But it wasn’t just her? There were others involved too, she wasn’t even the designated nurse for child B. I’m remembering her saying she couldn’t be around child B because of what happened to A and getting them to swap her with a other nurse.Just pretend for a minute she’s innocent. If so, she has gone through the traumatic experience of a baby dying on shift. Different people experience trauma in different ways, one thing that is important to recover though is to talk about how you are feeling, bottling it up causes more issues.
I’ve worked with people (in a mental health setting)that want to go straight back into where the traumatic event occurred, equally some people want to avoid the people involved and the location. It all depends on how we as individuals deal with events.
I’ve not seen anything in those text messages that infer guilt or anything else sinister about LL, I guess that’s why it was ‘agreed’ evidence.
The written word is a big cause for communication errors. I’ve read those messages and thought one thing while you have seen it negatively about LL. The written word lacks tone and intention, it is asynchronous and as a result the intended message can not be checked.
I’ve pretended, I honestly have looked at it both ways. I started off, guilty, then read opposing arguments went to unsure I heard loudly others takes on the previous messages, and nodded along and thought yes perhaps! but something all along just read so, me me me about the previous messages. Then we read more messages and the picture keeps building, and they support (to me) my previous view point. I’m open minded I really am but the evidence over the last two days has put me back into the guilty camp. Still willing to see what else emerges but right now I can’t view it differently than I do.Just pretend for a minute she’s innocent. If so, she has gone through the traumatic experience of a baby dying on shift. Different people experience trauma in different ways, one thing that is important to recover though is to talk about how you are feeling, bottling it up causes more issues.
I’ve worked with people (in a mental health setting)that want to go straight back into where the traumatic event occurred, equally some people want to avoid the people involved and the location. It all depends on how we as individuals deal with events.
I’ve not seen anything in those text messages that infer guilt or anything else sinister about LL, I guess that’s why it was ‘agreed’ evidence.
The written word is a big cause for communication errors. I’ve read those messages and thought one thing while you have seen it negatively about LL. The written word lacks tone and intention, it is asynchronous and as a result the intended message can not be checked.
The argument that there were (sadly) so many parents and babies that it could be hard to recall specifics of which baby and which family is valid. But that argument would apply to events leading up to it too. She was involved with at least 22 sudden unexpected collapses but she can remember specifically years later it was nurse Taylor that hung up the bag for child a. Even though she was the one that signed to say it was administered.To be honest I’d think I may remember this as I think it replay what happened before the death to see if there as anything different I could’ve done. And I feel after especially after so many the parents reaction may not be as memorable, obviously sad, at the time horrible and probably still memorable but maybe not remembering which baby the parents were. Like maybe I’d remember a dad saying about not taking his baby away but not remember the specific baby after a long time?
I want her to be guilty! Because if she isn’t, somebody else has murdered babies and will get away with it.I'm feeling very sad. At the moment I want her to be NG but the evidence today doesnt bode well.
Firstly some Expert Witnesses are hired by the neither prosecution or the defence. They work purely for the court and by that definition are entirely independent.Yes I understand this- my point is merely that what he’s said about that isn’t a fact. He’s just asking people to trust him that he wasn’t looking for a crime. Some will, some won’t and will want further evidence in addition to what he’s said.
Just editing to add that unfortunately nobody is really ‘independent’ as expert witnesses as they are literally employed by whichever side they’re asked to agree with. I’m not for one minute saying they can’t be trusted or that they’re lying, just that you have to bear this in mind when listening to any expert witness whichever side they’re acting for.
Pretend for a moment she is guilty, do you not see anything sinister in those messages? Especially when 20 minutes later Child C collapsed?Just pretend for a minute she’s innocent. If so, she has gone through the traumatic experience of a baby dying on shift. Different people experience trauma in different ways, one thing that is important to recover though is to talk about how you are feeling, bottling it up causes more issues.
I’ve worked with people (in a mental health setting)that want to go straight back into where the traumatic event occurred, equally some people want to avoid the people involved and the location. It all depends on how we as individuals deal with events.
I’ve not seen anything in those text messages that infer guilt or anything else sinister about LL, I guess that’s why it was ‘agreed’ evidence.
The written word is a big cause for communication errors. I’ve read those messages and thought one thing while you have seen it negatively about LL. The written word lacks tone and intention, it is asynchronous and as a result the intended message can not be checked.
We do know letby remembered their names though as she repeatedly searched them.I will say there’s been families in my workplace who have been incredibly distressed and I have been distressed to see their distress and for a while they have been in my thoughts but if you asked me their names i wouldn’t remember them at all . But I still have went from hoping LL was NG to swinging to the other side now
She says in the messages she wants to be in room 1 to get over the trauma.Just for clarity I’m specifically talking about the WhatsApp messages being about her, wanting to talk about how you are feeling is a normal response to a traumatic event, even if someone else (the family) have gone through worse.
He adds that in past cases, he has been brought in by police and the conclusion was accidental, so the case was closed with no further police involvement.If you were asked by the national CRIME agency to explore a death, surely this implies that they are looking for a crime?
Is Dr Evans the same guy who is a professional witness and runs a training course to stop experts being tripped up by the defence?
What makes me so angry now is the reality that she did this. She consciously choose to end these babies lives for no reason other then she got a thrill from it and liked the drama.And unless the defence can tell us who, they don't have a hope in hell.
Witness testimony plus circumstance (LL being the constant in all cases, odds of 1 in 10 million I believe) means it HAS to have been her.
Sorry but all of the above plus 'I killed them ON PURPOSE' - anyone who still thinks she's innocent is absolutely blinded by confirmation bias.
Makes me so incandescently angry, cuddling my baby a little closer to me today.