I think I manifested my house I’m not sure
Me too!
@BigBrenda...if you can feel that, then believe it because everything happens for a reason, so don't second guess yourself! Also thank you for your post which has made me recall a few things .
Years ago when we had been (unhappily) living in London, I used to regularly get the bus to go into the centre.
Well everytime I took the bus route, I would pass by a certain scenic and beautiful area, and I said to myself each time....I really want to live in this area..I just had a strong connection to it
I did this many times, just trusted my feelings in a very simple way ..not having any expectations, but feeling like it was just meant to be ...
So something registered but I didn't hold onto it, and actually forgot!
So in the beginning when I had these thoughts, we were living in a one bedroom flat (1st floor) and I had 2 children.
It was a council house and after a lot of persuasion we moved to a 2 bedroom ground floor flat, in a nicer area, and unexpectedly (after my husband had cancer it was presumed he was infertile!), I became pregnant and had my son.
So really it was a blessing...but we needed to move again, so we bid for many properties, but nothing suitable was coming our way......you could say we were lucky to be offered a selection...and it's true but also we had been through a lot.
So we had points given on medical grounds husband's cancer, my heart surgery and children with ASD diagnosis.....so I guess we were in a position for being a priority (also with years being on the waiting list)....so we go and see a street property....I always had it in my head that I wanted to live in a basement/ street level property and for it to have a back garden.
This was it and 3 bedrooms!
It was up for grabs, no one else wanted it, because it had high ceilings and walls and was difficult to decorate, because it needed a lot of work doing, and because it has a bus stop outside and is on a busy road..etc..etc.
Yes it's not perfect for many or ideal, but I loved it and we accepted it!
It's had its teething problems it's an old property it needs care, and previously troubled people had lived there. Drug dealers, men who abused women, even an alleged suicide.....again I trusted my instincts...it's hard work the energy (trauma) needs processing (and my own although I didn't realise it at the time) but I feel like it was meant for us, we are the only ones who can do this, no one else was meant to or wanted to!
When we moved in ,some neighbour's said to us thank you for moving in, your family changed the energy of the area, it was a nightmare before you came!
We appreciated this, we were welcome (previously we had trouble with neighbour's) and we were home.
We had come full circle to where we were meant to be, in the area that all those years ago had made such a strong impression on me!
It looks like strong intentions (and feelings felt by the heart and instinct) often repeated are never forgotten and they can come true,it's just that it sometimes happens in a different way or timescale than the one we expected?
If proof was ever needed of this, then there is also the fact that after moving in I also became pregnant with my miracle daughter.
I say miracle because she really is a spirit baby, a star seed that I also had a very strong desire for.
I worked on this I wanted a daughter, she spoke to me (years before conception).
When I had my heart surgery, I elected to have a tissue valve and not a mechanical valve, just because if I had a mechanical valve pregnancy wasn't advised because of the medication I would have to take can cause birth defects.....so if I wanted more children a tissue valve it was!
So again like the house, I always kept alive the hope that one day I would have my baby girl........as I've said the house had issues, I had issue's I was going to have to dig deep.
My intuition told me, I was going to have to become more spirituality inclined and aware....so I did...it started with just going with my instincts...
Now CT theorists get ridiculed a lot (probably a misunderstanding or even jealousy ?), because what really inspired me to change my life for the better was David Icke of all people!
Now I don't subscribe to all of his theories or believe everything he has written, but he turned my view of life on its head, and he got me to really question things
Really comprehensively, extensively yes even forensically! I wanted to know what the hell is going on?
I read 2 books the sacred and secret history by Jonathan black...I concentrated...my intention was strong, there was a passage in the book, about a woman having a much longed for child, it resonated with me.
Each time I read the book/s I saw a pink light literally coming from the pages....I understood it as the energy of love.
Subconsciously I was preparing for conception...
One night I woke up I felt dreamy yet lucid...I was visited by 2 small figures of angels one male one female, they were not dense figures but made from light I have had connections with spirits before both malevolent and benign, so I accepted this
I knew I was pregnant (after years of trying) my daughter was coming...I had gone through a lot for her, she likewise would go through a lot, (we both have)..( she's not a Scorpio girl for nothing!).but we did it together out of love and courage and persistence.....the
heart never gives up it has its own wisdom literally!
If you listen to your body and mind in my experience it knows what it needs and it will find a way of manifesting that, especially if it seems difficult! Then on another level it will be easy! Sometimes it's just a question of timing things come when they are meant to again this is my experience, I have found that genuine sacrifice and service helps?
I made the choice for a tissue valve (as mentioned) so I might need surgery again, but it brought me closer to having my daughter....we accepted the house that nobody wanted, because we saw its potential, maybe just maybe the universe or source sensed our potential as well, and things opened up to us and happened? This is despite all our problems (or maybe because of them) or the fact that in the eyes of the world, we didn't amount to much, my husband as an immigrant was considered a failure, by his family for not being economically wealthy!, Still at least we had courage on our side! We didn't give up! We would find our home and it's not always about ownership in the financial sense, more it's to do with ownership of our mistakes and moving on (if you want to move!) to where you are meant to be!
That happens in the mind and
heart first....then it's manifested into the material realm.
Love and peace and gratitude and acceptance and prosperity to all of us.
Yes we can do it.
I do believe that gratitude and positive thinking affect for the better how you experience life, and good luck to Fran for turning a bad situation to her advantage. BUT I think she’s disingenuous to say that she bought a flat in London whilst earning a low wage, and then almost lost everything due to Covid. I think it gives false hope to people in truly dire situations that they can just ‘manifest’ a solution, and encourages them to pay £££ to do a ‘workshop’. Fran said that she’d paid £1000 to do an online course with the ’Rich as Fuck’ woman, but had recouped that tenfold within a week, which I think is misleading desperate people, and sounds like a pyramid scheme. 
Mart also told of his father with COPD who was very ill on oxygen, using a stairlift etc, BECAUSE he’s a negative person who gave up and didn’t fight his illness. I have a family member who’s very ill with a lung condition, and the attitude that it’s his fault and he could just think it better is insulting 
