For me I'm disappointed more than anything of him. I became disappointed when he didn't quarantine with covid. I still though tried to overlook it. When he was practically crying because he couldn't "afford " his meds I was one step away from calling my connections, that was until he stated, on the same video, how he was flying first class to Disneyland AND going on a cruise. As someone whose grandmother at one point couldn't afford her blood pressure meds to the point she was cutting them in half just so she could just get some meds in her system (this was before I became friends and had the connections I have now). It aggravated me. Him choking Laura and thinking it's funny, him acting foolish during a hurricane that people lost homes, belongings and their lives. Him taking the last meal kit and bragging about it before going back to his hotel room, 10 minutes away from his safe apartment mind you, to show all the food he brought on top of the meal kit. He had enough food to last 2 weeks he didn't need the meal kit. Him constantly screaming on rides and just being obnoxious not taking into account that for many people this is their one and only time that they will be able to afford a disney trip, only to have it ruined by a manchild screaming/talking loudly over dialog of the ride only because he's ridden it for the umpteenth time and has it memorized. But mainly because he feels entitled to do what he wants when he wants and #u%k everyone else
I would only add that very good list, the vid where he pronounced his "...deep depression" and sniffed that he just felt overwhelmed and low.... and the very moment I actually felt a pang of sadness and warm heartedness for him, at that moment, he announced he was going for a day at the spa. And, after that little spa day, he announced he'd conquered his "...deep depression" and despair by, gosh darn it, just deciding to be happy. Then he announced another little cruise he'd be taking. Be sure to tune in. ___ All better!
It was a blindingly clarifying moment for this guy. I almost laughed, feeling I'd been so foolish, too easily taken in because I should have known better, to have any sympathy for him. It was obviously all a big load of bullshit put out for sympathy. In my career I dealt with people struggling with real depression and despair, often very, very well to do people in big corporate settings, who, on the outside seemed proverbially, to have it all, and yet were in very deep trouble. Like millions of Americans dealing with real depression, they faced a mental state that threatened their families and their very lives in some cases. So Pallo's little act, his charade, was doubly offensive and that day I lost almost any scintilla of concern or caring about his feelings. That I allowed myself to be taken in by it, although galling, was secondary. That ridiculous video and his actions belied a malignancy of ego and conning that interests me to this day, and is perhaps the reason I still pay any attention to him. That some near 30 year old man lives as he does and carries out such a canard, is enabled by a family who actions only serve to make him worse, and lies so easily to keep up a moment to moment front is worth a case study, by someone else, of course.
But his act that day did it for me. No more kind-heartedness from me toward him. Never again.