I would feel sorry for her if she wasn’t so smug. Kirsty use this time to take a Christmas seasonal job local to where you live, your CV will thank you for it not having big gaps again believe me. Use a gym close to where you live if that’s what you want to do to workout - educate yourself on slimming world meals that will leave you satisfied and not full of processed food, if slimming world is what you want to do. Stop with the motivational quotes that mean nothing and focus on your life for a little bit. Write down three intentions a day you want to do for the good of your health and well-being and tick them off. Live your life for you and not the gram!