So in 2010 I was convicted for drink driving, 3 times over the limit, however I failed/refused to provide at the police station, and this is what I was prosecuted for, my solicitor told me I was looking at a custodial sentence.
I had 2 of my then young children in the car with me, I hit a stationary vehicle but still wrote my car off, thankfully none of us were hurt.
I got a 18 month ban and the judge told me if there had been other family to look after my kids I would have been sent to prison despite it being my first driving offence and with no prior.
I did my 18 month ban and then did not drive until 2016.
The guilt and the shame and the remorse stayed with me and I didn't feel I deserved to drive.
In 2016 I had to drive again due to a new job, but still almost 12 years later I still live with the guilt, remorse and shame, I have flash backs and one of my children who is older now is still not comfortable being in the same car as me when I am driving.
How she has got away with so many driving offenses I don't know, and how she feels no remorse and can just blatantly be so hard faced about this, well I just don't get it.
I am still disgusted at myself for that one terrible decision, but I learnt from it, big time.
She has no morality or shame.