So true this , in the bad relationship I was in my younger years , I didn’t recognise myself after a while , I didn’t like the person I became , I was bitter and resentful when I finally escaped , but the best therapy I had was a few years later when I was contacted by my ex’s then wife (now ex wife) we shared experiences and realised that we both felt the same , but after sharing stories we also realised we were not bad people , we were damaged by his behaviour and abuse , and we found that we could only talk to each other about these awful experiences , no one else in our family’s or friends wouldn’t understand it , we felt if we were to tell anyone else they would think we were stupid to stay in that relationship , it was like embarrassment and shame , but talking together we bonded and became good friends and helped each other , not through revenge but through a nice friendship and just listening to each other - best therapy I could have got at the time and we are still friends nowThere is also the possibility Kieran helped him get out of the relationship. DC16 said Kieran experienced trauma bonding, so he would know what Carl was dealing with. If Carl had ever contacted Kieran about what was going on in the MM with her psychotic behaviour and drugs, they would probably end up talking about their shared experience.
Maybe this is how CW is dealing with the breakup , it certainly makes you feel better having someone to talk to who completely understands what you have just been through , even if he is still driven by revenge , and let’s face it KH will also have some feeling of wanting revenge too on how she has treated him and his partner , and the kids , it’s human nature
I think a few people have said before here , no human is perfect, we have faults and we also have to continually work on ourselves, being on an abisive controlling relationship changes people for the worse it really does , coming out the other side is a long and painful process ….