Soz for the Ted talk but…
I’ve actually only ever met or seen anyone as unlikable as her once before. I don’t follow her, never have and only happened upon this thread by chance. I couldn’t bear to as I find her so triggering, much like Olivia from MAFS only minus the intelligence. But I also can’t drag myself away from here and can’t wait until it all comes crashing down for her (more so than it already has!) I don’t think I’m a particularly unkind person, but I think, like so many other people on here, I am a good judge of character. I’ve spotted narcs and c**ts a mile off before. I don’t have to beg for gifts for the kids and family and drive a nice car. So there’s no jealousy there.
She’s got the worst possible combination of so many unpalatable human traits. She’s thick as pig shit. Can’t string a sentence together. But makes no effort to grow. She’s arrogant and obnoxious. It’s so misplaced I don’t know where she gets it from, maybe because she’s too thick to realise she is the problem. Her brain literally can’t function at that high a level to add more than one thought to another.
She has zero personality. Hence why she copies the latest trends on insta, jumping into clothes, complaining about her MH, whinging about trolls etc. Nothing is original and she lacks any discernible talent anymore. How she’s built up the following she has I will never know, but I also notice it’s no longer growing. She doesn’t gain any new followers. Anyone with a talent for make up for example, who honed their craft and kept their skills updated, would have a fan base that grew and grew. She’s gotten lucky, but it’s wearing thin for her. Her content is a mess.
Her anxiety comes from her feeling like she’s teetering on the edge of losing her ‘career’, one which she’s blagged and stolen anyway. Her feelings towards her trolls are misplaced, and she needs therapy. Her messages are contradictory and confusing, ‘I don’t read these forums’ but still addresses every single point on here. Nobody is messaging her directly, she just reads Tattle. She’s snowballing and doesn’t know how to get off. She’s in a never ending cycle now and unless someone stages an intervention, we will be 12 months down the line, 300 threads in and still talking about the same old shit with her. She’s obsessed.
I don’t feel an ounce of sympathy for her now. Her latest behaviour is utterly disgraceful. She oozes nastiness and it seeps out of her ‘pours’. You just don’t think she’s going to get any worse but she always manages to top it. Imagine living your life like that. Her circle of friends is getting smaller and smaller by the minute and she’s shown time and time again she is just not a nice person. I wonder how all those whove leapt to her defense in the past feel about her now.
If at any time she’d show she has the capacity for any self reflection, showed any self deprecation or any act of selfless kindness, any capacity to apologise properly for her past behaviour and words, you could give her the benefit of the doubt. But she doesn’t. She steamrolls on like everything is normal, faking mental health crisis to hide a turkey tit job. We know it’s not normal. I’m not sure if she knows it’s not. The sooner she admits it the better, for her and her family.
