I bet you'd be so good at jury dutyCan't believe you have a second turn, I would love to do it 🥲. Is the court local to you?
Omg Ruben is totally a grafter in the bedroom isn’t he, bet the man can go for hours without even coming up for air.Big hugs for you my love, I'm so sorry you're going through it.
I'm actually doing alright, very busy but my brain is working moderately well so I'm managing just fine.
I booked these two days off ages ago and thought maybe I'll go to the doctor about my messed up brain. But now I've hit a good patch and it feels like insanity to use up an appointment to go and tell them "sometimes I am sad". I just know next time I'm struggling I'll be stuck in endless work and I won't have the time or energy to get help and I'll use it as such a convenient excuse to keep it to myself.
I was going to try to talk it through with my therapist this week.
I know it's stupid but I haven't ever really disclosed to her my full mental health history. I've been trying to work with her on my current feelings and my work pressures and family issues and past traumas, and haven't ever just laid out my psychiatric history. It's felt too daunting. But there's stuff we've been touching on that kind of bumps up against it, experiences I can't properly explain without that context, and I wanted to go through it with her and use her as a sounding board re: should I seek help.
But she had to rearrange this week's appointment so now it'll be too late.
I bet Ruben loves doing all the work.![]()
Good lord. He looks so hot in these. Tight little arse. Big arms. Curls. Kit of dreams. Smile. Tan.Actually I think just with the edge and my actual fave is navy kit, protecting his boyfriends, award winning, fit as fuck John
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He said in one of the interviews in Qatar that he likes exploring and finding out about the different cultures when he’s abroad so he might surprise youI want to drag him around places of cultural interest in a way he absolutely would not find endearing.
I actually don’t mind his feet ya know. I’d take that over swimming cap ANY dayIf you don’t love him at his worst…
You don’t deserve him at his best
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Me toooo!!! 🤍I’m 17 chapters in and they are yet to get together yet ha, but it’s very slow/twisted/torturous at times haha 🤍 I’m so glad you’re looking forward to it!
Why risk him then? I don’t get it. If he isn’t fit to play, he shouldn’t be playing. End of. Now he’s facing a spell on the sidelines for the… 4th (or is it 5th?) time this season. Not really the best handling of this situation, Pep.View attachment 1915821View attachment 1915822
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You’re so sweet!You are the best.City need to sack the head of the medical team and hire you.
Good night, lovely! Hope LO is okay.
Same. I remember when he said he didn’t care that the burglars hurt him because he’s been hurt plenty in his life, he just didn’t want them to hurt his family.It's really hard to judge banter from a friendship group you're not a part of but I do feel a bit of edge in the MOTM comment.
I always kind of liked Cancelo and felt bad for him for his tragic past and that burglary last year must have been awful. But if he's become a problem in the dressing room then it's right that he goes.
I can totally believe that. If he is the main cause of unrest in the dressing room then it's best for everyone that he buggers off. I just hope Ruben and Bernardo don't down tools in protest.
I’m honestly not impressed by this loan move. If, as he claimed in his interview, he wants more playing hours he should focus on his performance in training. It isn’t a novelty how Pep chooses the players for his starting team… plus, and that angers me as a Bayern fan, he’s there to practically replace Pavard who has had a performance slump which has resulted in a slump in mental health, too. Does having Cancelo in the team all of a sudden help? Probably not.Good lord, Cancelo. Such drama, such antics. Wonder what his current Bayern teammates think of him now - will they be wary of him? I wish Joao could have left with grace and class. City could have done a nice thanks-for-the-memories farewell video. Maybe they still will. But this is all rather poor from him.
Just come out of the theatre, cried so much, laughed so much, sung and danced, I adored it!!!Oh no! I’m sorry, my friend, this is such shit!
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Isn’t that one of the most beautiful shows, ever? The stage itself!! Did you enjoy it?