oh my lord that end sentence of the first paragraphI didn’t really get chance to freeze any eggs because of rate of progression but when we talked about it, RLF said he didn’t want to do that because if we were to have a baby and then I took unwell again he wouldn’t want to have a baby without me…
We talked about adoption after my 5 years - its a tough one. I don’t know if emotionally I could do it. I might seem at times like I’m ok, but if I was to go down that route and it went wrong I think it would be the end of me. And I don’t want to be the oldest mum in the playground… and would only want a babyI’m being picky about who I adopt
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![Broken heart :broken_heart: 💔](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f494.png)
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Surrogacy isn’t a thing in this country is it?