And what I find odd is that she's now admitted she's been struggling to fill her day, can't stay motivated and hasn't even been waking up early! Totally different to the Holly she likes to portray herself as. She's clearly been depressed and it's no wonder. She's been exaggerating about the success of her influencing/tutoring/merch career since leaving Cambridge and the lies have caught up with her.It's so strange because I feel like us viewers are ahead of Holly in her own life. I remember when she kept touting that she was a business owner whenever someone would comment asking how Holly could afford to travel or live without a job and how just over a month ago she got mad when someone said she would sidebar youtube and maybe look for a job and now after all the sass in the Youtube comments here she is doing exactly what we said after pointing out that her channel has been flopping for months.