Sorry not sure how to start so I will just crack on. I have no friends and it worries me that I have none, although I dont feel like I need any, or lonely in any way? I am very introverted (on the meyers briggs test I am an INFJ) and I am shy and anxious. At school I only ever really had one main friend, and even then I was never anyone's 'best friend'. At college I met my partner (now husband) so again didnt really make friends as I tended to spend my time with him. At work I get on with people but I dont think that any of them would ever class me as a friend, just a colleague, and even after working 6+ years at one job, when I left it wasn't really acknowledged or anything. I am the ultimate vanilla person I think, I completely blend in, when I speak I am not really listened to as I don't shout the loudest. I am a total prude and most things make me blush, which people find funny (and my husband finds annoying).
I find it really hard to make friends due to shyness and I don't know how to explain, but it worries me that I have no friends and everybody else does, but that I don't necessarily need any? I have my little hobbies to keep me entertained, I love movies, drawing, painting, making dollies and other crafty things. I speak to people who share my interests online from time to time but its never more than a friendly exchange.
Basically I have no friends and I feel like to be a 'normal' person I should have them, and that it is weird to be content with just yourself and your family.