I’ve had to make a vow to myself that I will stop keeping track on what she is doing, because I can’t bare to see the continual lack of attention she pays to how her children are progressing and her lack of effort into ensuring they meet their milestones.
For a woman who longed for those children for so long, she really does neglect her role as a mother and is more interested in achieving a role within social media. My baby is a rainbow baby after a stillbirth 2 years. I spend every god damn day putting all my energy into being the best mother I can be to her, to help her when she is beginning to do stuff, chatting with her, sitting and playing, making sure she gets plenty of fresh air and making the most of the countryside we are blessed to live in. I cannot stand how self absorbed she is anymore. She cares so, so, so much more about herself and her own achievements than what she does that of her boys. It makes me genuinely upset to see because she will never get these moments back and when she does pay attention it’s through the lens of her phone camera. All I can say is I hope that she feels it was worth it in the future, because those boys will have suffered for it.