I know others have said this (and more) already but finding this lockdown so hard - it just feels never ending. And I say this with the privilege of having bubbled with my parents so at least have some support in place but it’s still so
tit. BabyBeds has been full on with the reflux/allergies/feeding issues but feel we’ve turned a corner of sorts (and he’s finally putting on weight/keeping it on and generally happier in himself though teeth are now in the mix!) - my anxiety than taps away and I get scared I’m tempting the universe saying that and it will throw something else my way. And it’s just exhausting trying to challenge that to keep my head in the right place sometimes.
But it’s (Covid/lockdown etc) all a massive head
duck and feels so claustrophobic just not knowing what the pathway out of this lockdown is. Sorry I know I’m not saying anything new but just blurgh. Also MrEddieBeds put on a film about the Kursk submarine disaster (so sad
) and I probably should have gone and watched something else.