I am all too familiar with depressed and unmotivated states where I can't get out of bed. I know you're not asking for advice but in case it helps I find putting things by the bed to encourage me to do stuff in bed even if i can't get out helps me. I have some 1kg hand weights and sometimes i will sit in bed and to bicep curls just to try and keep a little active. I keep books of short stories by the bed so if I think maybe I should read something I can read a whole short story and that usually gives me a little feeling of achievement and it's a lot easier to persuade myself to read 15 pages than 400. If I can give myself enough little buzzes of endorphins then I start to feel a bit better so I just bring everything to bed with me and hope something takes.Honestly. I’ve been in a state I’ve never been in before, I’ve never been so depressed and unmotivated. I can’t get out of bed. The only thing keeping me going is the thought of seeing my friends, going on a holiday with my friends. I spent the days on Pinterest just waiting. Because i know that the longer i wait, the more it will be worth it. And god it’s painful to see these naive, ignorant youtubers just jetting off to wherever they fancy, for the most selfish reasons.
Honestly Family Fizz just kind of bore me now but listening to them drone on about how perfect their lives are actually makes me want to get up and do something that is actually worthwhile to me which is why I keep watching them. Sometimes anger is a lot better motivation than anything else and I know if I can motivate myself I can have a much more interesting day than they are having with their cult-like no-TV life (even just by watching a film I haven't seen yet and it's not like I'm ever going to run out).
When I was younger I wanted to do the whole travel life thing but then I realized that while traveling is fun living without all the things I have that make being a home fun wouldn't be. I'm at home with my baking supplies and spice rack for cooking all kinds of fun foods and desserts from around the world, arts and sewing/embroidery supplies, books, appropriate clothing for all occasions and all the comfort items that make me feel better when I start to go in a downward spiral including my 20kg weighted blanket. My bucket list is half-travel half-home and honestly most of what Family Fizz are doing you could do at home, they just have a tan whilst doing it.