I think she controls herself within her means just to stay alive. She’s been doing it for that long now, and she obviously knows what she’s doing.Is that even possible though? Surely she can’t know the damage that’s going on to her internal organs
Not to say things won’t take a horror turn down the line though
![Slightly frowning face :slight_frown: 🙁](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f641.png)