I think I need a slap so I don't listen to my gut
![Grimacing face :grimacing: 😬](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f62c.png)
so line up guys, it might take a couple of goes to knock some sense into me
I'm usually sickened by even the most basic PDAs but a couple came into my work today holding hands and just cute in their general demeanor together... and it made me think of my friend from the other month and how we'd look good together out like that
![Upside-down face :upside_down: 🙃](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f643.png)
![Upside-down face :upside_down: 🙃](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f643.png)
shoot me now
I don't think the timing is right now, but my guts telling me to shoot him a 'hey, how are you?' And start talking to him again... Its also telling me he needs time as he left a long term relationship (of like 5 years) and probably needs space to have some fun and 'spread his seed' so to say... and I have been trying to do the same on the apps!
My heads just putting deadlines relating to my personal life into the timeframe of things
![Tired face :tired_face: 😫](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f62b.png)
it did seem like perfect timing for him to reappear in my life without getting too much into the personal fuckery that is my head haha!
So yeah. Smack some sense into me please
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I have also started getting people outside of my distance range on tinder so imagine it's a lot of scam accounts or whatever...
Of the 15 local matches only one has held a decent conversation. 2? Maybe have messaged since my last post and one was certainly dead in the ground straight away by their replies that I knew there was no point replying to them.
The one guy I am talking to I can see the conversation dying too. Gone through all the questions and not got something properly in common so can't see that going anywhere...