Today I’m grateful I have sometime today for me , I cooked a lovely roast lamb for my family , I’m drinking wine , I’ve spent the day in my nightie , I’ve had a lazy day , I had an hour nap mid morning , I’m grateful for my children and Mr Duck.
I’m back to work tomorrow leaving at 5.30am but I’m grateful for at least once a week I make time for me ,even only for a few hours to just watch my family of which are healthy and somewhat happy.
I allow myself to be selfish and think of me , as it’s taken a long time to put me as a priority, even if it’s an hour nap, and hour in the bath, a glass of wine or watching that ‘ fat old man ‘ ( Jonny depp ) absolutely look hotter than ever for an hour a day. I have found a balance , everyone is fed , clean and watered ,uniforms are ironed , food is in the fridge , I cook dinners before my night shift so I known they have eaten
Admittedly I watched Johnny Depp for 3.5 hours at work the other day because I could , undisturbed , and still completed my tasks.
don’t get me wrong , I’m in therapy twice a week, but at the moment I’m content and am doing ok.
next week could go Pete Tong , but today I have gratitude. I will sleep smiling