Evening all.
Sending love to those who have had sucky days. I hope everyone sleeps better tonight.
@watermelon sugar you are not a
crappy mum. Children are just berks sometimes, it is because you want to be a good mum (which you are) that you care you might be a
crappy one.
Like I said earlier, using the robot arm I was able to feed myself a few Wotsits. I can't tell you how thrilled I am. I know it sounds silly but it just feels like a big deal for me. I am a long way from independent self feeding but at least it is something.
Physio and Wotsit feeding wiped me out, I slept for 3 hours this afternoon. Without being all TMI I have bed sores on my bum so now I won't be allowed to sit in my wheelchair and I have to lay a certain way in bed. Kind of a nuisance.
Spent the evening walking my husband through what gifts we need to buy. Two of my children are easy but the other less so. We only buy 4 things each a want, a wear, a need and a read. So it should not be this difficult.
I'm in a bit of a sad space. Just the thought of spending Christmas in hospital is a lot. I have been away from home for too long. It is really getting to me now.