My friends came over tonight to help me search the flat. I have no words to explain my gratitude, I was havinh crying fits over the thought of having to do it alone. Can I chill? Not at all, I still worry that we've missed something and either it or another one is hiding somewhere but I honestly don't know where else I/we can search. I think I need time, I just need this thing to be over. I just want to be chill at home but I can't, it's shit to feel restless in your safe place, ecen if it's because of something stupid like this. I'll try to stop obsessing over this, it must be getting annoying sorry
![Sad but relieved face :disappointed_relieved: 😥](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f625.png)