Something horrifying I read in the news, a tragic story of a couple that lost their newborn to SIDS. And in the article it mentioned the police/investigators had stated “the property was clean and tidy and their was plenty of food in the fridge” as a reason to rule out foul play! Jesus Christ my anxiety could not handle that pressure! What if their house was a mess and the fridge was empty! God knows I don’t even have a baby and sometimes I feel so ashamed at the state of my flat due to my mental health or just being plain busy. Couldn’t deal with the constant pressure to keep on top of things to make sure I’m not accused of neglecting my baby!