I truly believe that she wasn't ready to have Birdie, let alone get pregnant again in such a short time to have Goldie. She has obviously been completely overwhelmed for a long time and had postnatal depression. She seems so manic and all over the place! The children are clearly allowed to do whatever they want and trash the place - look in the background of her videos, they are left unattended and the house is trashed! It's crazy that they had such a long term, stable, happy and exciting relationship together for 13 years, but as soon as they've had children it has completely fallen apart! I think they were not prepared for the lack of freedom and hard work that goes into looking after 2 young children! She has been struggling with her confidence, appearance and personal life ever since having Birdie! As soon as she had her, all she has spoken about is trying to find herself again, whether that I'd her constantly partying, travelling and going to events, or now her newfound health, wellness and manifestation journey!