Exactly this. Also she “avoids concerts at all costs” because they’re too unpredictable? Firstly, she’s done a lot of solo concerts/performances she definitely didn’t have to do (and could have contracted herself out of). Secondly, and I don’t work in theatre so maybe I’m wrong, theatres aren’t 100% reliable either? Things go wrong, sound gets messed up, people misstep, voices break…
I think the main reason she doesn’t like performing outside of the theatre is because (as someone said earlier), more people see it/film it and she can’t control it.
Says it all when she said in that deleted story about how the performance slipped out of “my” control. She might have been the only person singing but she definitely wasn’t the only one performing up there. It’s a team effort but she doesn’t see it that way.