I've been feeling really upset and angry (could cry now, FFS - hormones aren't helping, my period needs to hurry up
) at seeing lots of people out enjoying themselves this week with not a care for the fucking Pandemic we are STILL living in, and I'm thinking "Am I a fool for sticking to the rules?" "Why am I still nervous about doing the basic and lovely things I used to enjoy?"
But then I realised I am not alone and can only act on how I feel, and I'm sure the anxiety will ease and I will get back out there (I'm already planning a few cocktails in 3 weeks once my immunity has kicked in
, but even then I'll go earlier in the day to avoid crowds), but Jesus Christ, it's not helped by seeing real life covidots and cretins like her - I wish I could tell them to fuck off!
Apologies for derailing a bit, I'll end with this:
BEGGY, GET IN THE BIN WITH ALL THE GIFTED MEAT YOU WASTED - YOU ARE SHIT!
So yeh....