It's all a bit of a mess isnt it?! Imagine as a mother, watching your daughter lose her daughter & because everything is all blasted on social media, it just looks messy. We (the audience) are just trying to make sense of a jigsaw puzzle using pictures they post, stories they post and hearsay of he said she said. Unless you're a fly on the wall in their front room, no one will really know what is going on between the family. I never watched ex on the beach and I didnt even know who Ashley & Saffiya were until Azaylia was in her final days so I can't really comment, however, I agree with other comments. Ashley looks like he is existing. He is using exercise to try and keep his mind focused but one day he's gonna break - and that's fine. It doesnt look like he has really grieved at all. Instead he's just buried it and exercises every single day hoping to push it down even more. Slaps a smile on his face that doesnt quite meet the eyes and posts a few pictures and "lets go champ" stories. Saffiya on the other hand, she's broken. Poor girl can't even go to Asda & do her food shop without being triggered. I really feel for her. She's riding the grief train and I wouldn't be surprised if she had PTSD as well. The trauma of watching your baby suffer like that, especially as she did in her final days.
I am all for raising awareness, however there is a time and place. No one needed to see Azaylia in her final moments. Who even thinks to get their phone out to record while your rushing your very poorly child to hospital?! It's wild to me, but I suppose it's the world we live in these days. Zero privacy and everything is for likes, follows and shares.