I'd rather have no one than an entourage that doesn't give 2 shits about me. She has her family to fall back on and her childhood friends? Few years down the line, you're going to realise that there's probably 1 friend that truly gets you, if even that. This world is wretched and lonely.the crying about missing home is her definitely struggling in Manchester, she's not genuinely happy. It's all fake, fake friends, fake personality, fake happiness and its starting to get exhausting isn't it Ana? she's dying to move back home but she's worried that if she does she'll lose everything and every one because they won't stick around if she goes back. She'll have no one.
I wonder, don't these YouTubers ever just take the time off and reflect?
She seems so much happier when she first began YouTube than she does now. "Money can't buy happiness"
p.s. there's nothing wrong with failing... if she moves back, I'll give her a pat on the back. Her happiness should mean more to her than her public image. Granted that, she's had a taste of Manchester and realises that it's not for her.