I just want to say that things are moving quickly and in all directions right now, don't let this little bump stop your journey, in 3 days time they might be back with you, don't panic and don't give up
Thats what mums do . XBut how can they choose him. Im the one here, wiping up snotty noses, chasing away bullies. WTF was the point.
But you are working now, that might take your mind off it (sorry, I’ve been reading a few pages and you said the other day you’d been WFH since furlough).My heart is absolutely breaking. I've not worked for 20 years to bring them up, been there for everything. Just for them to say they want to live with him. I mean wtf. Im gonna be in a great big 4 bed house all on my own.
Yes @leviosa try not to panic at this point. You knew it would not be plain sailing and he is playing dirty. As you knew he would.I truly believe our minds shield us from a lot and I think the reality of your situation will reveal itself to you as and when your mind knows you can cope with the enormity of it.
I know v easy for me to say but please try not to get caught up in the unfolding events eg the children going to live with him. Do not catastrophise. He’s doing this to destabilise you and punish you into obedience and submission. duck that. It is ALL subject to change at any moment. Try to ride the waves. Deep breaths.
Plus i take it at this point they dont actually have anywhere to go?Yes @leviosa try not to panic at this point. You knew it would not be plain sailing and he is playing dirty. As you knew he would.
They have chosen to be with him right now, not 'live' with him. Seems like splitting hairs but it isn't.
Is there somebody you can talk to now?
It is very very early days so try not to lose heart and think you have done something wrong as you most definitely have not.
Pretty sure she means not worked for 20 years raising kids to have them turn their back on her?I thought u worked full time from home?
I never had a good relationship with my mum because she was the one that was always around. So she told me off if I didn’t do my homework, was late from school, if I didn’t get good enough grades, if my room was messy, if I stayed out too late and so on. When I was younger I had no clue what it means to work AND also keep a household together. I don’t have kids but I still struggle with it sometimes.But how can they choose him. Im the one here, wiping up snotty noses, chasing away bullies. WTF was the point.
I think she means she’s worked for 20 years bringing them up for them to just walk away, so what’s the point rather than she hasn’t worked for 20 years. From what I understand the OP has a job and WFHI know you said you haven't worked in 20 years, but you are working now?
I thought she meant she didn't work for over 20 years to bring them up and not miss out on anythingI think she means she’s worked for 20 years bringing them up for them to just walk away, so what’s the point rather than she hasn’t worked for 20 years. From what I understand the OP has a job and WFH
It is never too late to turn your life around. Yes it will be difficult. Yes there will be tears along the way. But it can be done. My best wishes to you.My heart is absolutely breaking. I've not worked for 20 years to bring them up, been there for everything. Just for them to say they want to live with him. I mean wtf. Im gonna be in a great big 4 bed house all on my own.
I think you may be spiralling and need to take a moment. This is probably less an indication of your parenting and more of the situation that you and your children have been living in for years. You’ve said that he is the alpha male and the kids presumably look up to him and want to please him or risk being cast aside.But how can they choose him. Im the one here, wiping up snotty noses, chasing away bullies. WTF was the point.
I think you need to look at this as a blessing in disguise. You are going through one of the must traumatic periods in your life. You have a chance to completely fall apart now, grieve cry and hurt as much as you need to. You can do this knowing your kids will not see you at your lowest.But how can they choose him. Im the one here, wiping up snotty noses, chasing away bullies. WTF was the point.
Saving up until December? What do you mean?Gosh. What a horrible day that was. So realistically he thinks he'll be saving up till around December. All of this right now feels pointless. He's got everything he wants, has cast me as the bad guy, and is now taking the kids away. If he wants to leave then fine, but why literally obliterate my whole life in the process, why does he have to be so utterly cruel.