Zoe is the kinda person that if poppy or Sean got offered a full time job somewhere she'd be like "ooooh I'm so happy for you guyzzzz! but who's gonna come hang out with me everyday and go to the nail salon, what about all our trips and stuff?? awww, but I'm so happy for you!"
literally everything is about her
what she actually means by that vlogmas crap is... honestly I'm lazy and putting goals up for myself and actually working makes me feel sick and I cant do it so I want to put this out there just incase I get days where I cant be arsed filming because thats defo gonna happen. but I still want all the attention and praise that comes from filming these and if I do something really cool about myself and I look good, I'm gonna wanna show it so there will be some clips but I want to say this so that I have this to fall back on when I have days where my friends and boyfriend are actually out doing something and I'm alone in the house and cant pick up my camera because I have nothing exciting to show you when I'm not out with others
even her pathetic "not every day is sunshine and happy" preaching rant Is fake and made to look good. everything has to be so professional and vague and not at all like a human being who is actually living in the world doing stuff. zoe people would respect you a whole lot more if you sat down, cut the bullshit, swore a little and said "you know what guys, I'm getting so bleeping lazy. I know I know, its time to stop blaming it on my anxiety like I've done all these years, it's not healthy or okay for you guys to hear that, and I know I need a kick up the ass so basically I wanna thank you lot for sticking around while I try figure myself out... there will be some clips, but honestly dont know where I'm going or where this is heading cos I'm a bit lost and I'm not going to blame it on anything but myself" why does she find it so hard to actually not sugar coat everything with mental health, filters, squeaky clean, smiley, bullshit??? even on her instagram she said thanks for the lovely comments guys... what you should be saying is thanks for the people calling me out, I really needed that, time for me to grow up and do my work. these fake comments are exactly what enables her lazy behaviour and it needs to change.
rant over