Just found out I have retinopathy. Scared. Cried.
Honestly you deserve to be treated so much better then you currently are being with your current partner.I'll be ok thank you, just need to stop crying lol.
I just spoke to a new GP and rang my partner to tell him it didn't go too well in my opinion. He went absolutely nuts at me saying I should be doing more and should've always been doing more.
I've been in pain basically non stop for 6 years, I've pushed and pushed for help and have done so much to help myself I really don't know what more I could've been doing.
It probably doesn't sound like much to be upset about but I'm so worn out from it all.
Sorry for the rant x
I’m so so sorry ,my gran had Alzheimer’s and suffered for over a decade .While I cannot compare my loss to yours as I can only imagine the pain of loosing a parent I can completely understand how this terrible disease affects the person themselves and their family .It is truly cruel and heartbreaking .I can still remember how helpless I felt while she was in her later stages and how dreadfully sorry I felt for my grandad in particular to have to lose his wife of over 65 years in this way.I cry every day. I’ve probably cried every day for a year since my mums Alzheimers got worse. I cried because I missed the old her, the thought of life without her, the thought of my dad without her, the sound of her voice. She died late last year. She had a horrific end, hallucinations and in pain, I cry every time I even kind of think of it because I can’t physically think of it because it’s so painful. I still get her scent, I can still hear her laugh. I don’t know if there will ever be a day that I don’t cry
Hopefully, she just needs some rest and will be home with you all soon xxOh guys… I don’t want to turn this thread into “oh poor you” pitty… I’m sorry if it sounds like I need some attention. I’m just confused…
I already said that my grandpa passed away on Christmas at age of 90 peacefully in his sleep.
Obviusly my grandma is the one who is struggling the most… Thank God, prior that she had relatively good health and still at the age of 84 is looking after her great grandkids sometimes.
But today I had a call from my mum that’s she’s in hospital. She hasn’t slept or eaten properly since grandpas death and is not feeling very well and I’m so so so scared to lose her too. Like I can’t wrap my head around the fact.
I‘ve cried my eyes out today… I am total wreck.
I have a very small family anyways just me, mum and grandma and we are very very close. And if she’s gone it’s only us two left.
I’m sorry again I just needed to get this out…
Today. Knowing that 2022 will be the first year in my life that my Dad won’t be alive in.
As tough as 2021 has been, he lived in part of it so it will be hard to move on to the next year without him.