That’s terribleYes that’s the one. Corey.
never been found. The theory is he ended up
In the bin and then crushed to death. And the refuse company didn’t declare the weight of the bin properly, either by error or as some sort of fiddle, but it’s never been proven and they searched the landfill and found nothing, but it was so long after was unlikely they’d find anything. No other explanation for how he got out. It was all covered by cctv. Just wish they could get an answer, no matter what it is
It's not your fault. Don't feel ashamed. He knew your age, he's the one in the wrong. Try not to beat yourself up.This is going to sound awful but I’ve never told a soul until now. I promise I’m not trolling. It is hands down the worst secret I have to keep.
when I was eleven, purely out of curiosity and unfettered internet access, I joined a fetish website. I was very sheltered, no friends, and had no sexual education so very misguidedly thought it would help me understand what sex was (at a time when my friends started to talk about it but my family refused altogether). I never did anything. The website had forums similar to tattle where (in between the porn) you could chat and this was fairly inoffensive. I used to chat there, do stupid forum games. People used to ask me to go on webcam and flash my bits or whatever. I knew this was wrong and refused. Never took part in anything like that Or told anybody who I was - knew they would get in trouble otherwise too. Well, one day a guy appeared in my inbox. He said he saw how he had seen that I liked a certain tv show and started talking to me as if he was that character (if that makes sense - think like he pretended to be Spock. An Obviously fake character, not like a celebrity - I knew he was faking). it went on for months, just chatting or joking about ‘oh hi Spock, beam me up’ etc. well, I turned thirteen and suddenly his attitude changed completely. He started saying I turned him on, if I had ‘big tits to squeeze and *** all over after I give him a bj’ (always sticks in my mind that) sending me videos of him jerking off, asking me what I would do to him if he was naked in my bedroom. Bear in mind I was thirteen, he knew I was thirteen by the way I spoke, and hadn’t really had a clue about sex, hadn’t ever done anything to provoke him. If I ever refused to reply or Said he made me uncomfortable he would get really angry with me and threaten that he was going to track me down and attack me and tell my whole family what I had done. Somehow he found me on Facebook (bear in mind other than my age and name he knew nothing about me) and started threatening me there too that he ‘deserved’ pictures of my private parts for talking to me or ‘deserved’ a BJ. It was honestly awful, I used to cry myself to sleep worrying he was going to kill me! i Can’t remember what pushed me to but I just blocked him one day and deactivated all the accounts he knew me on in a panic. it took me until I was fifteen to have a Proper social media following again and even then I felt sick for years and years thinking he could find me or hurt me.
Even now it makes me feel sick - I hate Myself for doing it in the first place, I was so bloody stupid, I probably deserved at least part of it for being on there in the first place. It has put me off bringing it up because I know people will point fingers at me. It honestly makes me sick to think of what could have happened if I let it escalate even more. I can’t ever tell any of my family about it but I know now to lock down as much of my social media as possible and that when I have a kid they are not ever having unsupervised internet access until at least their twenties
thank youIt's not your fault. Don't feel ashamed. He knew your age, he's the one in the wrong. Try not to beat yourself up.
OMGWhen I was about 13 I was on the bus with my younger sister coming home from school. I had long hair up in a pony tail and as I was sitting there I felt someone tug at it. I turned around and there was a weird looking guy sat there with a pair of scissors and he’d actually cut a lock of my hair. I was freaked out and moved away from him. I was too scared to say anything to him and just remember thinking how weird it was. Fast forward quite a few years and there was a high profile murder in my home town. A mum of two had been murdered in her home and pretty much decapitated. My bloody ran cold when I read in the news that at his trial they said that prior to the murder he had travelled on buses cutting women’s hair and that he’s left some of that hair at the murder scene!!
Here’s the story... https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/ar...urdered-mutilated-mother-Heather-Barnett.html
I understand, but it really wasn't your fault, you were a child. I hope you can find peace soonthank youdont want to derail The thread but it means a lot, it’s something that gives me a lot of shame still.
When I was 19 I was groped by a random guy in a nightclub who had come over to where I was sitting alone when my then boyfriend went to the bar to get us drinks. He put his hand up my skirt. It’s not the first time something like that has happened either, sadly. I will walk with my keys between my knuckles if I’m ever out alone in the dark or near a dodgy area (rare these days, thankfully).I remember that case vividly as it was so bizarre the way the guy went around cutting women's hair. The case was reported in detail on BBC South Today, which is my local news channel. He was also responsible for the murder of a teenager in Sicily where he was originally from - not surprised your blood ran cold!
That's so true. I have large boobs and the casual abuse and piss taking I've had to endure over the years from random men is appalling. They seem to think it's funny, but it's not - it's humiliating, frightening and unacceptable. Seems some men have never learnt any empathy or manners. I had a day out at the races with my husband ruined when some oik deliberately rubbed his chest up against my boobs when passing me as I was queuing to place a bet - he then went over to his mates and was pointing and laughing at me. I wanted the ground to swallow me. On another occasion a weirdo followed me into my local shopping mall and groped my bum on the escalators - I whipped round to see who had touched me and he said "sorry it was a mistake"!! Fucking wanker. I practically ran back to my car to drive home as I wanted to be as far away as possible from him. I should have reported him, but I was just so shocked I wasn't thinking straight. I really seem to attract weirdos for some reason.
Oh my darling, you shouldn't feel any shame or guilt. You were a child and he was a horrible pervert. I know how we're conditioned as little girls to feel responsible for how boys react to us and that's so wrong. The world is a dangerous place and you were a blameless victim.This is going to sound awful but I’ve never told a soul until now. I promise I’m not trolling. It is hands down the worst secret I have to keep.
when I was eleven, purely out of curiosity and unfettered internet access, I joined a fetish website. I was very sheltered, no friends, and had no sexual education so very misguidedly thought it would help me understand what sex was (at a time when my friends started to talk about it but my family refused altogether). I never did anything. The website had forums similar to tattle where (in between the porn) you could chat and this was fairly inoffensive. I used to chat there, do stupid forum games. People used to ask me to go on webcam and flash my bits or whatever. I knew this was wrong and refused. Never took part in anything like that Or told anybody who I was - knew they would get in trouble otherwise too. Well, one day a guy appeared in my inbox. He said he saw how he had seen that I liked a certain tv show and started talking to me as if he was that character (if that makes sense - think like he pretended to be Spock. An Obviously fake character, not like a celebrity - I knew he was faking). it went on for months, just chatting or joking about ‘oh hi Spock, beam me up’ etc. well, I turned thirteen and suddenly his attitude changed completely. He started saying I turned him on, if I had ‘big tits to squeeze and *** all over after I give him a bj’ (always sticks in my mind that) sending me videos of him jerking off, asking me what I would do to him if he was naked in my bedroom. Bear in mind I was thirteen, he knew I was thirteen by the way I spoke, and hadn’t really had a clue about sex, hadn’t ever done anything to provoke him. If I ever refused to reply or Said he made me uncomfortable he would get really angry with me and threaten that he was going to track me down and attack me and tell my whole family what I had done. Somehow he found me on Facebook (bear in mind other than my age and name he knew nothing about me) and started threatening me there too that he ‘deserved’ pictures of my private parts for talking to me or ‘deserved’ a BJ. It was honestly awful, I used to cry myself to sleep worrying he was going to kill me! i Can’t remember what pushed me to but I just blocked him one day and deactivated all the accounts he knew me on in a panic. it took me until I was fifteen to have a Proper social media following again and even then I felt sick for years and years thinking he could find me or hurt me.
Even now it makes me feel sick - I hate Myself for doing it in the first place, I was so bloody stupid, I probably deserved at least part of it for being on there in the first place. It has put me off bringing it up because I know people will point fingers at me. It honestly makes me sick to think of what could have happened if I let it escalate even more. I can’t ever tell any of my family about it but I know now to lock down as much of my social media as possible and that when I have a kid they are not ever having unsupervised internet access until at least their twenties
ah that’s awful, I’m so sorryI said on a previously thread, something happened to me when I was 7.... i was sexually assaulted and made to touch him while his girlfriend watched !!!! This was my neighbour who I trusted !!!!! Still have flashbacks !!!!
That’s awful. Nobody should ever have to go through something so horrific, especially a young child. I hope you’re okI said on a previously thread, something happened to me when I was 7.... i was sexually assaulted and made to touch him while his girlfriend watched !!!! This was my neighbour who I trusted !!!!! Still have flashbacks !!!!
I’m ok....That’s awful. Nobody should ever have to go through something so horrific, especially a young child. I hope you’re ok*hugs*
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