I wouldn’t skip the cycle, anything can happen. Babies can come early or late & maybe your son will think it’s the best present ever
So sorry to hear this. I can’t even imagine the heartache of having to go through this, but it sounds like you’re one tough cookie. Like others have said I think it’s recommended to have a period first before trying again. I hope it happens for you soon
If it helps I’m right there with you!BFN at 11dpo for me this morning so I think I’m out. Just waiting for AF to arrive now and then onto cycle 3. Might use some preseed next time as that worked for us last time.
I’m around 12DPO with a BFN , normally would get AF today but still no sign. trying to be positive but it’s like a punch in the gut isn’t it 
If I were you I’d get the implant out immediately & start trying. It may not happen quickly or or might happen right away if you’re lucky. But best of luck with whatever you decide.
Don’t apologise for feeling how you feel! It’s not silly, your feelings are completely valid.7dpo and I’m getting my usual PMS acne so think I’m out this month. It’s only our first month of properly trying but I feel like it’s consumed my life alreadyI really feel for you all who have been going through this for much longer and am sorry if my moaning seems silly as it’s only early days trying.. but I don’t know how I will be able to deal continuing to try if I’m going to be this obsessive over everything l!
There’s still time! Big hugs xx
I just pulled apart my clear blueI can see a hint of a line on the FRER too. The digital tests are known for needing more HCG to pick up a result so I’d maybe retest in a couple of days with another FRER and if that has a stronger line () do another digital x
as I’ve heard you can still be positive on the test strips but not on the digital screen and it looks like this. Trying not to get too excited and will wait a few more days…
I know that feelingOne of my closest work colleagues told me she was pregnant today, I’m so pleased for her and she will make a great mum but she told me that they conceived after being off contraception for ONE month. I had a cry in the toilets, gave myself an early finish and came home to watch Christmas movies.
silver lining, I can have Christmas drinks????Sending you a big hug. I spent many a Christmas wanting nothing more than a baby. Hated hearing other people announce their good news even close friends and family. It’s so difficult when you’re both happy for them but it’s also reminded of your own situation.So…I just found out my brother in law and his fiancée are expecting their first child. It was written in a Christmas card to me and my husband and I instantly broke down in tears when I read it (my B-I-L and his partner weren’t present, my husband brought the card home with him from visiting his brother), so it was just my husband present. My emotions were uncontrollable, I’ve never burst into tears so quickly.
I felt so guilty and selfish afterwards for my first emotions not being happiness and excitement for them but sadness for me because that’s what I want more than anything. They weren’t actively trying which knowing that made it harder for me. Of course I am so happy for them and it will be lovely to have a baby in the family but equally it’s a tough one to swallow. I know I’ll be fine and I’ll get over the initial shock. It was an unexpected surprise to the whole family so I can be forgiven for being shocked but I can’t/ don’t want be feeling upset or that constant feeling inside of “I wish it was me” when there’s talk of the pregnancy or the baby with the in-laws or feeling almost jealous of them being in the situation that I would love more than anything to be in.
Please tell me I’m not the only one who has felt similar?
I’m proof that miracles do happen xxxEven though I'd basically come on yesterday I still tried to convince myself it was implantation bleeding until today when I became definitely out. I think there is nothing wrong with hope.
It does all point towards pregnancy but almost feel like it's too good to be true. Just so worried that it's just an evap
When is the baby shower and where are you likely to be in your cycle at the time? Sounds daft, but for me, while I’m on my period and already feeling fragile and hormonal, I couldn’t think of anything worse. But if I was around ovulation/TWW I wouldn’t be as bothered as I’d keep telling myself I *could* be pregnant and it might be mine we’re celebrating next. It sounds like your friend would be really understanding either way.
You’re not out until AF comes, good luck xx
God luck to all those still waiting 
grab yourself a Prosecco and have a bubble bath x