Yeah that’s the part that sticks out for me mostly, it kills her that people don’t like her.It also explains why these threads get to her so badly. She is a people pleaser and she did all that for her mam so she could please her and not get given out to and tracy as a child probably believed that her mam will continue to like her if she did even though her mam would but when you are child that is distorted. She wants everyone to like her and it upsets her because some people dont. its probably because shes childlike in many ways coz she didnt get to be a child. That podcast explains so much to be honest