Omg @Blue Rose I really feel for you. Saturday morning will maybe not be easy, but please, please be kind to yourself.I was really struggling tonight. I got quite drunk for fun as I’d had a good week but then started feel really low and wanting to sh. I then (silently) danced around and decided to pierce my second helix. I’ve tried a few times and failed but managed to this time. I’m not sure if it was the best thing to do but I do feel better now. I had a call with my unis well-being service and I think I’m a bit wound up over it. Now I have the potentiality of getting help I don’t want it because I don’t want to face things.
It’s a brilliant thing that you’ve called your uni’s well-being service. I totally understand all the ”agghhh” that comes with it, that’s normal. Facing things is sooo hard, I still struggle with it. But you can do it.
In my experience (and this is all it is), facing things is doable if you can trust the person you speak to. If you can’t, please keep on. Talk it through with us if you feel like it. Take your time love, your post here shows that deep down you care enough about yourself, even if it doesn’t seem that way x
It’s such an isolating feeling, and out brains make us think we’re alone. It’s why it’s a relief to see that other people get that too. Don’t jinx it lovely! I’m so relieved for you!Oh just knowing I’m not alone in this helps a lot! Thank you so much for your kind words and for reaching out, it means the world to me. I’m actually doing slightly better today, don’t want to jinx it but it’s nowhere near as bad as it was last week. I hope you overcome this, take care of yourself tooHow are you today?
Yas! I’ve done what I should have done weeks ago and arranged an appointment with my gp. I’m gutted my meds aren’t helping but I’m so grateful to have a nice doctor who will listen.