I think it wouldn't hurt to see the doctor, it's shit feeling like that, it took me months to get help, I thought I could deal with it, but after having a break down, I had no choice, but am glad I did.I’m starting to wonder if I need to speak to a doctor or if it would be worth it as I don’t want to take medication for it.
I have developed what I think is anxiety, it gives me a heavy feeling in my chest and I struggle to function, it almost feels like it pins me down. I force myself through it as best as I can but some days even sorting the washing feels like a struggle. Other times I get it and go into flight mode where I need to get out and walk until it feels calmer.
Sometimes I snap out of it and then I’ll feel super happy but it’s short lived. Today I’ve woken up and I’m riddled with it.
Your kids love you and they always will. They will grow up and see what an amazing mum they have doing it on your own.Iv suffered depression for a long time I have 2 children who aren’t far of been teenager and I’m pregnant with number 3 but I’m also single, I find myself having frequent breakdowns questions if I’m a bad person, would this baby be better of with a different parent and do my children hate me because I yell all the time for them to clean their rooms which then leads to them calling my mum and making out I’m a big monster I feel awful I just feel like my mental health and my personality is ruining my children’s lives and they’ll grow to hate me
Fuck him. He is a pig and you are worth 100 of him.Has anyone ever been out in a pub and a man introduces himself or makes eye contact and hellos with every girl at the table except you.
I just feel so disgusting and repulsive. I don’t know what else I can do to make myself more attractive. I know that’s not what life is all about but it fucking hurts.
I go mute too with depression it's just awful. Especially since I'm usually such a chatty person.It’s hit me like a truck the past week. Had to book today and tomorrow off work. I’ve been mute since Friday, haven’t opened my mouth once.
I’d pay anything or do anything that would take this pain away.
Could you think about volunteering when you feel better? Being around other people would help.I’m so low. Been this way for a while now. On the strongest amount of anti deps I can take. Doctor doesn’t want to change them as I’m very low/suicide. I have no friends, not one. No family at all. I go weeks without talking to another human being. I’ve been in bed since Wed night. Just sleeping on and off. I honestly feel like my soul is dying and my body is playing catch up.
Hi you, I 'know you' from the same threads we post on, so sorry you're feeling like this, we all understand on this threadI’m so low. Been this way for a while now. On the strongest amount of anti deps I can take. Doctor doesn’t want to change them as I’m very low/suicide. I have no friends, not one. No family at all. I go weeks without talking to another human being. I’ve been in bed since Wed night. Just sleeping on and off. I honestly feel like my soul is dying and my body is playing catch up.
So sorry you're feeling this way, depression is so cruel.I’m so low. Been this way for a while now. On the strongest amount of anti deps I can take. Doctor doesn’t want to change them as I’m very low/suicide. I have no friends, not one. No family at all. I go weeks without talking to another human being. I’ve been in bed since Wed night. Just sleeping on and off. I honestly feel like my soul is dying and my body is playing catch up.
Thank you@Pollyanna263 haven't seen for a while, hope you're ok, sending
So sorry hunny to read that, I've been having a crap time, but my oh is off next weekend, I'm lucky he's lovely, but I can't wait to be on my own!Thank you
I’m here, and I’m reading. I desperately want to reply to so many posts, but I just don’t have the words. I feel awful because my natural instinct is to try and bring comfort, but I’m drowning right now and I can’t find the words.
Lots going on here. Dredging up so many things in therapy, sort of accidentally skipped from the birth trauma to my last relationship which ended when I fell pregnant - which I am now coming to see was with a very controlling narcissist who was in fact controlling to the point of abuse. Not physically, but emotionally, and in terms of always knowing where I was and who with for every day of the years we were together, while he was off doing exactly what he pleased. Seeing it all with clarity has hit me hard, while trying to deal with him for access over my youngest has floored me.
In amongst all that, Psych paused my venlafaxine withdrawal as it was just hideous. Re-starting now so
Just need a couple of weeks alone in a nice beach house somewhere…. If only!!
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