Keep the social side of your life going or you'll end up agoraphobic like me and find it difficult to leave the house
I’m so sorry he said that. I was diagnosed ASD as an adult. So if you think you will get something out the diagnosis then push for assessment. It was my Psychiatrist who wanted me assessing.Lots of love and hugs, Sideboard Bob. We're here if you need us.
Had a bit of a fight with my O/H today about how far I've let some things slide, but he doesn't seem to understand that when you have depression you just don't care anymore. He said to me "I know you're *R word* but I'm starting to think you're REALLY *R word*" (I suspect I may be on the Autism spectrum but doubt there's much point getting tested at my age).
He knows I'm waiting for therapy as well.
Another agoraphobic here. I try so hard to leave the house occasionally with support but it never ends well. Even the enclosed back garden to get to the bin is impossible some days! My home is definitely my safe place. Lockdowns made it much easier to not go out too so put my exposure therapy even further behind. Lots of LoveKeep the social side of your life going or you'll end up agoraphobic like me and find it difficult to leave the house
TW talk of pregnancy lossHi, I hope it’s ok to join in. I’m feeling very sad & low today. I’ve got BPD and always had a little bit of depression & anxiety, always normal for me to go and have my phases where I’m completely down and can’t cope and have a really bad depressive episode. I feel like I’m entering one now. I feel so alone. I had a miscarriage two days ago and I’m still basically in the process and in a lot of pain. Obviously I know the grief comes alongside it and that could be what I’m feeling but I just feel empty and depressed. I just don’t want to move. I just don’t want to think or feel anything. I look out the window and see all these people moving about and talking and I just can’t even imagine just going back to normal. I’m still in my pyjamas and I just don’t want to shower. I don’t want to tidy up. Then I feel anxious cos I’m not tidying up or having a shower. I’ve not brushed my hair. I just feel empty inside and so alone, and I know with my post it probs sounds completely normal for what I’m feeling like to be happening to someone who’s gone through what I have but I genuinely don’t see a way out of this and I just feel depressed
I am rambling a bit now and sorry if my post is upsetting and thanks for reading my ramble if you’ve got this far x
I know exactly what it feels like Sideboard Bob! I’m so sorry. From my own experience, I can say that I usually go through periods of feeling like this (lows) and feeling better (highs). Please know you are not alone and you will get better. I hope you get the help you need ASAP; meanwhile, try to pay attention to little things that can make you smile: sunshine, birds singing, a good book, a nice cup of tea or coffee, a call or text from someone you are close to, etc etc. I’ve found this strategy makes everyday life more bearable. Sending you a big hug! 🫂I hope everyone is doing as ok as can be?
I’m really struggling at the moment, have been crying for a lot of the day and finding everyday things really hard.
I hate having to wait to get help, I still don’t know when it will be. I don’t need any advice or anything, I just need to get it off my chest.
I‘m so done with feeling this way, I’m a naturally happy person, but I just can’t get myself back to being that way without some real help.
That was so cruel of him! Please don’t take it to heart, as you’ve said, people who have never experienced depression just don’t understand what it feels like. I hope your feel better soonLots of love and hugs, Sideboard Bob. We're here if you need us.
Had a bit of a fight with my O/H today about how far I've let some things slide, but he doesn't seem to understand that when you have depression you just don't care anymore. He said to me "I know you're *R word* but I'm starting to think you're REALLY *R word*" (I suspect I may be on the Autism spectrum but doubt there's much point getting tested at my age).
He knows I'm waiting for therapy as well.
This is such a typical thought for all of us who struggle with MH issues. But they do care, believe me. Some people are just bad at showing their feelings and affection but it does not mean they do not appreciate you. Hope you feel better soonSuch a doom and gloom post - I wonder if I was to walk away from it all, if Theyd even notice I was gone. I feel like I have a negative impact on everyone and I can’t shake the feeling
I just wanted to say I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t even imagine what it’s like, but I understand what you’re saying. What you’re feeling must be so overwhelming that it would be impossible to see a way out of it. Grief is so exhausting, and disorientating, it will eventually get easier though. Please be patient to yourself, and keep talking to us if you feel up to it. You’re not rambling at all, it’s a lot to process on top of what you already deal with xHi, I hope it’s ok to join in. I’m feeling very sad & low today. I’ve got BPD and always had a little bit of depression & anxiety, always normal for me to go and have my phases where I’m completely down and can’t cope and have a really bad depressive episode. I feel like I’m entering one now. I feel so alone. I had a miscarriage two days ago and I’m still basically in the process and in a lot of pain. Obviously I know the grief comes alongside it and that could be what I’m feeling but I just feel empty and depressed. I just don’t want to move. I just don’t want to think or feel anything. I look out the window and see all these people moving about and talking and I just can’t even imagine just going back to normal. I’m still in my pyjamas and I just don’t want to shower. I don’t want to tidy up. Then I feel anxious cos I’m not tidying up or having a shower. I’ve not brushed my hair. I just feel empty inside and so alone, and I know with my post it probs sounds completely normal for what I’m feeling like to be happening to someone who’s gone through what I have but I genuinely don’t see a way out of this and I just feel depressed
I am rambling a bit now and sorry if my post is upsetting and thanks for reading my ramble if you’ve got this far x
Oh absolutely possible.. I think you’ll find a lot of us here function ‘as normal’, go to work, get stuff done around the house, visit family… depression can be such a secret illness. I could be in the deepest pit when I wake up in the morning and not see the point in living at all but as soon as someone speaks to me in the office I’m all smiles. It’s a switch I can’t help.Hello to all Must admit, this is my first time visiting this thread but I just had a quick question.
I'm no great expert in regards to depression, but I wondered, is it possible for a person to function pretty much as 'normal' on a regular basis but be suffering with a kind of chronic low-grade/mild depression? And this would be very much a situational depression that's gone on for years.
I wondered if this is something that is a thing and if anyone has had any experience or any opinions?
I get that rage thing too, I feel like my head is about to explode, Ive been known to go outside and scream alot, am sorry to hear about your dog, fingers crossed for you the surgery will go well xStruggling here. Too many things going on and I can’t cope with anything else.
I cried at the vet yesterday. Not my finest moment. My beautiful dog has to have further surgery on Tuesday and I’m so scared This is after the emergency one 3 weeks ago.
Feel like I’m shouting at my kids constantly and wish they would just bloody listen. I have no patience and am struggling with rage.
Ugh Polly that’s too much for anyone to cope with at once. Like @Maid22 I‘m keeping my fingers crossed for your dog for Tuesday. I don’t know if it helps, but you’ve got us internet strangers really rooting for you xStruggling here. Too many things going on and I can’t cope with anything else.
I cried at the vet yesterday. Not my finest moment. My beautiful dog has to have further surgery on Tuesday and I’m so scared This is after the emergency one 3 weeks ago.
Feel like I’m shouting at my kids constantly and wish they would just bloody listen. I have no patience and am struggling with rage.
It helps so much, thank you and @Maid22Ugh Polly that’s too much for anyone to cope with at once. Like @Maid22 I‘m keeping my fingers crossed for your dog for Tuesday. I don’t know if it helps, but you’ve got us internet strangers really rooting for you x
Awww thank you @Maid22 you are so sweet, and I miss that too. I‘m glad you’re over the awkward feeling.@Sideboard Bob I keep meaning to ask how are you? Has felt abit awkward in here, but am over that, miss our late night chats!!
Hi there, welcome to this thread!Hello to all Must admit, this is my first time visiting this thread but I just had a quick question.
I'm no great expert in regards to depression, but I wondered, is it possible for a person to function pretty much as 'normal' on a regular basis but be suffering with a kind of chronic low-grade/mild depression? And this would be very much a situational depression that's gone on for years.
I wondered if this is something that is a thing and if anyone has had any experience or any opinions?
I’m so sorry to hear that! Sounds like you have a lot going on, no wonder you feel so overwhelmed and stressed. Please don’t be too hard on yourself, you are clearly doing your best in this difficult situation ! I will keep your lovely dog in my thoughts, I hope everything goes well on Tuesday!Struggling here. Too many things going on and I can’t cope with anything else.
I cried at the vet yesterday. Not my finest moment. My beautiful dog has to have further surgery on Tuesday and I’m so scared This is after the emergency one 3 weeks ago.
Feel like I’m shouting at my kids constantly and wish they would just bloody listen. I have no patience and am struggling with rage.