Aww Buddy I'm glad you've posted here. Sorry if it showed I was online I have a bad habit of falling asleep with my phone in my hand.
Of course you feel lost, you've asked for help when you most needed it and the care you've received is none. It is a horrible feeling to be let down but don't dwell on that system. What about your GP, would it be better to contact them tomorrow? Has there been a trigger for the intrusive thoughts or just snook up on you? I would avoid watching TT for a while and just stick to the threads. It winds us all up but you got to keep telling yourself that your life is better than theirs and you matter so stay around. I've just had a bad experience, somebody did something which almost killed us all. It shocked me to my core and made me realise every day is precious. So when you read this I want you to focus on doing one positive thing today, something that makes you feel good if only for a minute. Because we all deserve to have a bit of happiness in every single day
Of course you feel lost, you've asked for help when you most needed it and the care you've received is none. It is a horrible feeling to be let down but don't dwell on that system. What about your GP, would it be better to contact them tomorrow? Has there been a trigger for the intrusive thoughts or just snook up on you? I would avoid watching TT for a while and just stick to the threads. It winds us all up but you got to keep telling yourself that your life is better than theirs and you matter so stay around. I've just had a bad experience, somebody did something which almost killed us all. It shocked me to my core and made me realise every day is precious. So when you read this I want you to focus on doing one positive thing today, something that makes you feel good if only for a minute. Because we all deserve to have a bit of happiness in every single day
and my license probably take that again ffs
Some vets, and even some doctors for human beings are horrible and shouldn't be allowed to practise at all. The current vet has seen all my dogs, and we managed to scare him enough into telling all his staff not to indulge in such unnecessary tests etc, but they still try with us and are successful with others. Unfortunately though, here in India medical students attempt to clear entrance exams with the idea of getting into AIIMS (top government hospital in the National Capital), failing that the next tier the biggest hospital in North India, failing that certain medical colleges/hospitals, failing that private colleges that seek "donations", then dentistry, and if they don't get in anywhere, they go for veterinary school. A generalisation, but holds good for many people. Very few genuinely want to become vets to take care of animals. Animals are disgusting, you know. They haven't met my narc uncle and his wife yet. Or the Gruesomes (to keep on topic, and because 
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May their pee burn and their bladders always feel like they're about to burst 
