Just went on syd’s Tik tok to watch the latest Maldives one and her grwm in Maldives and I couldn’t get over how much she loved herself. Then I was down a hole and old syd and ell videos came up and omg syd was a totally different person, so happy, smiley, care free and wasn’t constantly looking in the camera to see what she looked like. The comparison is so sad, I feel she’s lost all her friends and now having a baby to fill a void, concerning