Jesus christ Shan change the record. How many times do we have to be told you have overcome so much, made your apologies blah blah blah. You help loads of people ? Who exactly do you help ? Did you help the woman who came to you and poured her heart out, upset that she couldn't get her kids anything for Christmas, to tell her you would do a live and give her half the gifts, to then block her and keep all the gifts, yeah because that helped that poor lady and her two little kids didn't it Shan. Stop blowing smoke up your own arse and step into the real world. Your fucked in the head, seriously