Sarahs Day #64 Stick a fork in her, she's done.

[aPriCoT bOObiEs]

I actually think she's definitely working out more than she lets us know.
I am 500% sure she is starving herself or is on some kind of hunger suppressing supplements.

Everything she ever talks about comes down to how she looks. And it's just really sad, in the most pathetic kind of way that makes me almost feel sorry for her because every one of todays stories seemed like a cry for help. If an ED specialist saw them, they'd confirm. It baffles me that despite being on the internet for so many years and having so many eyes watch her body and validate it, it still doesnt seem like enough attention. Her need for approval about her body is like a bottomless pit. Nothing will ever fill it. Today she was screaming for attention and totally fishing for compliments gushing about how shredded she is. No matter that she maybe skinnier now than before, but it is totally NOT how she looks all the time. She was tensed and flexed out of her mind -- any more and her insisdes would ooze out of every orifice.

Just some of the things she says on the regular, which she couches in body positivity or spins it to sound like she doesn't care at all about how she looks, but when you stack it up, and add up the everyday mirror stories, the endless photoshop and facetune, or the number of times she slips in a mirror selfie in places they really don't belong, the collarbone pops, the oversized clothes, the calling her children chonky, fatshaming her husband, you realise it's ALL she ever thinks about. Everything she says, no matter how she phrases or couches it, ultimately is a way to say she wants to be skinnier. How bad do things have to be in your life for you to be this obsessed with being skinny??

OMG ive fallen off the bandwagon, I'm going to reset.
My body made a baby, I don't care how it looks (but I want you to 100% see how amazing I look).
Wow I've finally found a rhythm with going to the gym.
I'm soooooo at peace with not working out too much.
My fitness isn't about being shredded or having abs anymore.
I much prefer walking and pushing a pram these days.
I go to the gym to fill my cup.
I feel my best when I work out.
I have actually DECREASED the number of workouts (and I still look like this! clap for me!)
I hate to make anyone else feel negative about their bodies (but hey look at how skinny I am!)

How bad do you have to have it with your friends and family that millions of strangers on the internet pick up on this and worry you're mentally ill, but nobody in your immediate environment can step in and intervene to help you?

Wow, she may have her millions, but she is genuinely an unhappy, unwell, pathetic, hideous person.

 

[Whatitcomesto46]

Hello everybody, looooooong time lurker here. I‘ve been losely keeping up with sarah sarah drama since before she got together with kurt.

I am not at all speculating about Ms health, but in todays beach stories I noticed visible swelling on his hands and feet. Im working in the health care system and am familiar with edemas so I know what it looks like. I am worried about this child .

Thats just my 2cents. Thank you all for your great input and Entertainment !

 

[influenzaaar]

I actually think she's definitely working out more than she lets us know.
I am 500% sure she is starving herself or is on some kind of hunger suppressing supplements.

Everything she ever talks about comes down to how she looks. And it's just really sad, in the most pathetic kind of way that makes me almost feel sorry for her because every one of todays stories seemed like a cry for help. If an ED specialist saw them, they'd confirm. It baffles me that despite being on the internet for so many years and having so many eyes watch her body and validate it, it still doesnt seem like enough attention. Her need for approval about her body is like a bottomless pit. Nothing will ever fill it. Today she was screaming for attention and totally fishing for compliments gushing about how shredded she is. No matter that she maybe skinnier now than before, but it is totally NOT how she looks all the time. She was tensed and flexed out of her mind -- any more and her insisdes would ooze out of every orifice.

Just some of the things she says on the regular, which she couches in body positivity or spins it to sound like she doesn't care at all about how she looks, but when you stack it up, and add up the everyday mirror stories, the endless photoshop and facetune, or the number of times she slips in a mirror selfie in places they really don't belong, the collarbone pops, the oversized clothes, the calling her children chonky, fatshaming her husband, you realise it's ALL she ever thinks about. Everything she says, no matter how she phrases or couches it, ultimately is a way to say she wants to be skinnier. How bad do things have to be in your life for you to be this obsessed with being skinny??

OMG ive fallen off the bandwagon, I'm going to reset.
My body made a baby, I don't care how it looks (but I want you to 100% see how amazing I look).
Wow I've finally found a rhythm with going to the gym.
I'm soooooo at peace with not working out too much.
My fitness isn't about being shredded or having abs anymore.
I much prefer walking and pushing a pram these days.
I go to the gym to fill my cup.
I feel my best when I work out.
I have actually DECREASED the number of workouts (and I still look like this! clap for me!)
I hate to make anyone else feel negative about their bodies (but hey look at how skinny I am!)

How bad do you have to have it with your friends and family that millions of strangers on the internet pick up on this and worry you're mentally ill, but nobody in your immediate environment can step in and intervene to help you?

Wow, she may have her millions, but she is genuinely an unhappy, unwell, pathetic, hideous person.

All of this. Perhaps people have intervened, or now just avoid her because it’s hard to watch someone you care for go through that and resist all help…

 

[peridoe]

Looks like our discussions about her photoshopping triggered her this morning. She's even wearing those same shorts. Hi Sarah

When she said she's unfollowed accounts that make her feel bad about herself and doesn't want to be that person for others I cackled. Babe, you're losing 4k followers a month, you are that person.

Also, she was gifted a breastfeeding shawl by a follower and had the cheek to say she loves supporting small businesses at least she tagged them I suppose.

 

[annieray]

Without saying the name of the drugs, when I was deepest in my ED I was taking a range of stimulant substances to always be ‘up’ enough to function (read, exercise). No amphetamines or anything illicit, but you’d be surprised how potent some otc weight loss supplements are; there are also peptides (new ones get restricted every month) and the like, the kind of thing popular in broscience circles. They’d keep you wired for days with misuse.

I’d not be surprised whatsoever if Sarah was using these kinds of things, It would somewhat explain the mania.

 

[tay944]

Interestingly (and hypocritically) enough, this is what Sarah used to promote back in the day - I.e. just eat whole foods, though that fell off pretty quickly when she started getting offered money to shill supplements.
I’ve noticed she still mentions ‘real food’ now, but in a very wannabe bougie ‘farm to plate’-this, and ‘artisanal’-that way, which is completely inaccurate for one, and for two, completely goes against her diet of 90% powders.

I thought she was vegan?
I don’t understand how anyone could realise the truth of what animals suffer through and also learn the health benefits to veganism and then choose not to be vegan anymore…
How long ago did she stop being vegan? Does anyone know?

 

[cumcustard]

I thought she was vegan?
I don’t understand how anyone could realise the truth of what animals suffer through and also learn the health benefits to veganism and then choose not to be vegan anymore…
How long ago did she stop being vegan? Does anyone know?

She made a video in March, 2017 about why she’s no longer vegan. Sarah was never vegan for the animals. She hates animals. #freeabby
She would have been vegan literally to restrict and lose more weight and because being vegan was ‘in’ on youtube.

 

[HideyMin]

Sorry to anyone that's religious but from an outsider's perspective, this is insane to me.

I'm so confused about her faith and i know Pentecostalism is all about appealing to a younger audience so as to draw more money in but how can you flippantly disregard reading the supposed teachings of your lord and saviour while giving a life hack on how to de-skin a mango.

Like?

 

[Michelle1981]

How old is Mal now? He should be babbling words and saying dad dad dad by now.

 

[Flexicon]

Holy photoshop when did her thighs ever look like that???

 

[aPriCoT bOObiEs]

Holy photoshop when did her thighs ever look like that???
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compare it with

 

[BFF65]

Sis needs to stop the obsession with pretending she has skinny thighs

 

[android_x]

The fact that Sarah can’t even sit with the discomfort created by emotional stories in the Bible is far out. I literally cannot wrap my head around someone being raised in the church and being afraid to open themself up to the emotions created by reading scripture.

I’m agnostic, bordering atheist, but I was raised Baptist before going to a non-denominational mega church until breaking free in college. Even the most half-assed Christmas-Easter Crowd knows that the emotions are the point! You’re supposed to read scripture or hear a sermon and be like “oh man- I need to get right with god!”

We all know it. It’s like beating a dead horse at this point… But she is so completely and deeply unwell to be AFRAID of anything that makes her “feel.” There are absolutely horrid people on this earth who feel comforted by having a god that demonizes their wrongdoings because that same god offers grace or a path to redemption. Sarah can’t even be brave enough to be called to task for her sins. So, she’s doomed to never be offered redemption. Everyday, we see how that dynamic plays out in every area of her life.

She was afraid to sit with the thought that she played a part in ending her first love, so she rushed into a relationship with someone who is good but not necessarily right for her.

She was afraid to reflect on how her internalized thoughts about BIPOC are hurtful and disrespectful, so she’ll always have to worry that her next campaign will “trigger” people again. (The quotation marks are to note her attitude, not my own.)

She’s constantly afraid to acknowledge that her body doesn’t live up to unrealistic standards, so instead she’ll choose the discomfort of hunger, anxiety, and having to hide herself away while everyone else seems to look and feel so effortlessly beautiful.

She’s afraid to admit that she is not a natural-born maternal figure, so she’ll never take the necessary steps to become a better mother and will continue to reap what she sows in the form of fractured relationships, resentment, a loss of identity, and envying Kurt.

I feel crazy for saying this, but being brave enough to read the Bible back to front in 2023 might be the best thing Sarah has ever done for herself and her audience.

 

[Spanner14]

Holy photoshop when did her thighs ever look like that???
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Why is her femur so long it's almost double the length of the the La Bang pic

Also the line of her leg doesn't make sense, she's defo shrunk her hip/bum

 

[adl456]

How old is Mal now? He should be babbling words and saying dad dad dad by now.

He’s nearly 8 months. My baby is a few days younger and he’s crawling and babbling constantly. M was still propped up when sitting at the beach! I get babies develop at their own speed but he should really be sitting independently now, especially as she’s doing BLW.

 

[hello874930]

Has she directly said it though? There is a difference between it coming directly from the horses mouth(pun intended) and just speculation in the community

Love the pun

I suppose i should clarify that “well known” in the way that we are the same age and have one degree of separation in multiple ways, all of whom have confirmed that the child has the same condition, independent of each other. Honestly it’s nothing huge, I’d be super super surprised and tbh disappointed if a doctor actually recommended termination rather than just saying “this is also an option if this doesn’t work for you” which again as we’ve said most likely is what happened. I’ve said this before though, as well as confirming that we all know he has a diagnosis, and again that speculation on his condition is just wasting pages of thread.

Two separate interactions actually, and definitely looks as haggard IRL as she does in her Insta. One she was polite (although F was an absolute ratbag surprisingly) and another was rude, where she was walking across the road with her head in her phone and F crossing hugely behind her and she did not give two f**ks where he was or what he was going. Anyway. As I’ve said, huuuuugely contorted at least, not disputing photoshop 100%, just saying that she does look sallow and quite thin at present.

 

[HideyMin]

I just want to start by saying that I found Sarah when I believed myself to be coming out of the worst of my eating disorder.

It was just prior to her Kurt era and she was cooking some warped tit– think tuna and high fat deli meats + bulk leafy greens, chilli on everything and subbing sugar with just about everything under the sun.
I’d come from being well under a healthy BMI and was binging/purging 5 times a day for the better part of 4 years.
I’d read about keto on Myproana (anyone remember that monstrosity?) and decided that, if I was ever ready to start recovery, keto was the ticket.

It’s odd going back to Sarah’s old videos and realising that her diet was straight out of a forum that promoted some dangerous and sometimes fatal diets. We know she has an eating disorder. Some/most of us can even empathise with what the feels like. I feel lucky that I got to recover and gain the necessary weight without public eyes on me.

While I can’t argue that we’re seeing the long term impact of Sarah’s Ed and I agree that we should be drawing attention to the unrealistic photoshop fails, casual racism, general misinformation, destruction of the planet etc., I want to suggest that we refrain from criticising her past/previous weight gain or commenting that she is “big, chunky, ginormous”.

While I think Sarah is a deeply flawed person who isn’t even well-meaning at this point, I’d hate to think that this forum is perpetuating the same thing it detests.

Just some tasteless, raw, gf food for thought.

 

[Mistybear]

So I guess the hat inside is going to be a fixture? Where are the Tropeca hair pills she raved on about...
I have no doubt she's been starving herself. She looked really upset about her body in the YouTube video about the Adobe ad. I'd say that was her equivalent of the Bondi Sans ad this time around.

It probably really gets to her that her friend Beth appears effortlessly skinny (though also works out and eats well).

I don't think she's on something. Her response post workout is something I can relate to when I've worked out postpartum (Ed history). It's probably the endorphins mixed with having the ability to tune out for a bit.

 

[InflatableBoyMom]

He’s nearly 8 months. My baby is a few days younger and he’s crawling and babbling constantly. M was still propped up when sitting at the beach! I get babies develop at their own speed but he should really be sitting independently now, especially as she’s doing BLW.

Sorry how does BLW have anything to do with crawling, sitting or babbling/talking? My daughter is like a week younger than M and while she is crawling, sitting, doing BLW, making lots of noise, I’ve learnt to not compare her to other babies right now as they develop so differently. m definitely is not behjnd, he seems even to be doing well with BLW and foods.

 

[Sarahnfocks]

Holy photoshop when did her thighs ever look like that???
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What is going on with her belly in this photo? It’s like she has merged two photos together