Take it literally from the horses mouth! Marjorie you have an eating disorder! Everyone thinks that means super skinny anorexia. No it means disordered eating. Buying a dress for something months away knowing you are not doing anything now but need to is a sure sign slimming world is not working for you. If it was you’d be losing or maintaining and you wouldn’t need to starve. I did that for my 30th but I was in the grips of anorexia and was losing 2-3 lbs a week for a few months so I knew I was going to fit it or be too thin. Your heart is not in slimming world anymore. You just use it as it got you popularity and you don’t want a job. You spend no time helping people, putting up proper food, showing your weight. It’s all #ba for some cheap tit place, you are gonna cause serious harm to people’s minds with the fake weight loss.