Agree with another poster, she changed after getting with Joe. You can tell he’s not very nice behind closed doors. Whenever she’s around him she looks so uncomfortable and self concious. She’s always touching with her hair and saying stuff like “My makeup looks bad today, my hair is wild, I’m not sure on this look” then looks to see his reaction and it’s like she’s shy around him. He must not be complimenting her like a boyfriend should or making her feel reassured. There might even be unfaithfulness thats made her feel insecure. She can’t be her bubbly self when she’s vlogging and he’s there. She hardly goes anywhere with friends anymore like when she used to go on girls trips to Miami and LA. She’s always at home on her own or on holiday with Joe. She doesn’t even seem to be with her Mum much. It’s like Joe has turned her into a recluse. I feel bad for her as she used to be so confident and happy. She’s openly mentioned a few times that they argue. I always think people argue more than they make out. So however many times she’s mentioned it, it’s actually worse than that. It’s also telling that when she talks about being down and not wanting to get out of bed, where is Joe when this is happening? Not once has she said “Joe is really helpful”. If my partner was crying in bed, I would take the day off work, help them and go to a doctor with them and do everything in my power to lift them back up. It seems she’s alone a lot and doesn’t have any emotional support from Joe. He might have triggered her unhappiness. As much as she claims SLA is stressing her out, I think it’s an excuse and it’s actually her relationship. She has so many staff at SLA, her trusted Mum who is involved and it’s clearly successful as it sells out a lot, it can’t be that bad, stressfull and busy yes, but depression inducing, I don’t think so. She wouldn’t openly say “my boyfriend is making me unhappy” so she uses SLA as a cover so she can still talk about being depressed without giving us the real circumstances. She’s not a favourite influencer of mine, by miles, but I hope maybe she’ll get rid of Joe one day and get better. With her inner confidence, career and looks, she could pretty much have any guy she wanted.
(Attached some pics he has posted of Sarah online, very telling of the respect he has for her).