Jonathan going on about 'enjoying the moments more'. How about you put that camera down, then? You seem to look at the camera more than you do your kids, you only have 3-way conversations with them with the camera between you. The fact you ended it with a clapper board 'end scene' tells you how you view your life, and it's not healthy for anyone in your family.
And no, you have not 'traveled the world'. You've been to Anaheim for Vidcon, New York, Orlando Disney, Sorrento, this expensive resort in Italy, Germany for a quick visit with Anna to see her jewellery being printed,, a cruise in Italy and another one to Cuba, and of course Ireland and Scotland for family visits, and that's about it. The fact that most of these trips were freebies makes it quite disgusting that you are still moaning about not being able to go on holiday.