She has nothing to 'push her'. She will only get 'better' and overcome some of that perfectionism if she seeks support and stops living so safely. She makes clearly decent money from doing the bare minimum, she's being rewarded for giving in to those thoughts.
Most people in Rhiannon's position don't have the luxury of just not putting out any work for weeks. I won't pretend I know the stress of how that must feel, and personal opinions aside about laziness, she needs to get off YouTube and in to the real world and that involves seeking help, getting a job where she has clear goals to meet or she doesn't get paid and for her partner to stop being so laid back and give her a shove in that direction.
Most people in Rhiannon's position don't have the luxury of just not putting out any work for weeks. I won't pretend I know the stress of how that must feel, and personal opinions aside about laziness, she needs to get off YouTube and in to the real world and that involves seeking help, getting a job where she has clear goals to meet or she doesn't get paid and for her partner to stop being so laid back and give her a shove in that direction.