Thanks to Rachealle because I really struggle to sleep sometimes and her writing literally knocked me out, we have all experienced trauma, or difficult situations, we are all humans, we make mistakes, we make poor choices. The problem with her is that she doesn’t move on; she is so ‘woe is me’- I just don’t want to let my childhood define me, what matters is who I am now. Therapy is reflective but then you move forward, she is so stuck in the past and self care obsessed. Maybe she has a personality disorder, maybe she is on the autistic spectrum, she is fascinating to follow- I remember the first ever series of big brother and the fascination I had, I think that’s the reason I still follow Rachael and Josh and their social experiment x